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(TW suicide) I’m fucking panicking

bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
in Health & Wellbeing
Im going into work in 5 minutes. im going in a workplace where everybody fucking hates me. i know they're gonna come for my ass.
[i wanna kill myself so badly, but im scared ill get caught and sent into a mental hospital where my family will then come for my fucking ass]

i dont know what to fucking do.
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Trailblazer
    i hear how heavy things feel for you at the moment @bignosegirly0 - are you currently safe? it’s important you reach out for the support you need and deserve <3

    here’s some helplines just in case you need them:
    shout - text ‘shout’ 85258
    samaritans - call 116123
    papyrus - call 08000684141

    of course, if you’re feeling unsafe pls call 111 / 999 or go to a&e - you are so deserving of support <3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,195 Supreme Poster
    are you safe? how did work go? i rly hope you’re safe <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
    @struggling0_0 im still safe. I’m on my break. But I’m worried something horrible is gonna happen
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
    @eylah im currently safe. I’m on my break. Nothing bad has happened. But I’m worried that someone is gonna come for my ass.
  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Trailblazer
    @bignosegirly0 im glad to hear that your safe <3

    when you say you’re worried that something horrible is going to happen - it’s important that you get help if you are worried that you might become unsafe.
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
    @struggling0_0 I’m sorry for my poor wording. I’m not in psychical danger. I’m not gonna get beaten up by my coworkers (or atleast I hope not lol). I meant that I’m worried that they’re gonna pick on me.

    For context, a guy who bullied me a lot at work announced he was leaving. I didn’t say it to him, but I said I could cry from happiness since he was a prick to me. He later called me out. I apologies for my actions, but he refused to take responsibility for how he’s treated me. He’s also very likeable at my workplace, unlike me. So I’m worried that people will go after me.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,195 Supreme Poster
    how are you now @bignosegirly0 ? <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
    @eylah Unfortunately, I still feel horrible. I’m not extremely anxious anymore, thankfully. And nothing bad has happened, so atleast I survived today 🎉
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,195 Supreme Poster
    bignosegirly0 wrote: »
    @eylah Unfortunately, I still feel horrible. I’m not extremely anxious anymore, thankfully. And nothing bad has happened, so atleast I survived today 🎉

    oh im rly glad to hear this <3 how are you feeling? i hope you have a restful evening you deserve a stress free life <3.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
    @eylah Unfortunately, I struggled to sleep last night and I still feel low. But I know that I will feel better once I’ve finished all my shifts this week.

    When I’m not at work, I’m a lot more confident and happy.

    Thank you for checking in on me <3
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,195 Supreme Poster
    are you working today? if so i rly hope your day goes well and i hope your feeling ok today <3.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 365 Listening Ear
    @eylah yeah I’m working today and tomorrow. Thank you for the support 🫶
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,195 Supreme Poster
    bignosegirly0 wrote: »
    @eylah yeah I’m working today and tomorrow. Thank you for the support 🫶

    hope work has gone well for you <3 and hope your ok <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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