(TW in post) does anyone with suicidal thoughts worry if they’ll go to hell?

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• Past User Posts: 0 Listening Ear

  February 2025

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• eylah Community Connector Posts: 10,561 An Original Mixlorian

  February 2025

  sending you hugs 🫂 here for you

  ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸

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• Faolan Posts: 191 Trailblazer

  February 2025

  Ya, I’ve thought this way too. Actually, sometimes I think about it so much that it gets weirdly obsessive lol. I’m Catholic so heaven and hell is a big thing to me.
  

  I’m not a morally good person and I fear I’m definitely going to hell. Despite a lot of people who have commented on how kind, polite and empathetic I am throughout my whole life, I know that if they knew who I truly was, they would absolutely hate me.
  
  I’m a irredeemable person based on how I treat those who have hurt me:
  
  •I hold grudges because I have issues trusting that a person have changed
  
  •When someone has hurt me emotionally, I will take my anger out on them and vent too much to too many people because I want people to know the truth about that person

  
  I actually think the fact that you worry about these things and that you’re able to point them out proves that you are a good person.
  
  all of your points there are natural human reactions to being hurt.
  
  
  bad people don’t sit around agonising over whether they’re bad. They don’t wish they could be better. They’re bad and they don’t care. The difference here is that you do care. You’re not irredeemable at all. You’re just someone who is deeply hurt and wants to be heard.
  
  Offer yourself some mercy. I really don’t think that you’re as bad as you believe.

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