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being called a attention seeker fucking hurts tw

eylaheylah Posts: 7,432 Master Poster
in Health & Wellbeing
im crying so hard rn i cant stop crying. im feeling so much rn so much idk how to even focus on anything. being called a attention seeker bc i have tried doing stuff previously and she thinks its ok to call me a attention seeker bc of that it fucking hurts. i was there worrying my head of when she had emergency surgery etc and she thinks its ok to take piss out of me bc i basically have come very close to death & now im a attention seeker. Idc if ppl must be feeling bad abt themselves for them to say it to me but she is spiteful for saying such a a shitty fucked up comment to me. im in so much agony rn bc of this comment it hurts :heartbreak: why? why so spiteful after i have done my best for ppl and now i get this. but she seemed to care when she almost lost me so why? it doesnt make sense it fucking hurts. :(
ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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  • AnonymousToeAnonymousToe Posts: 2,668 Boards Guru
    I’m so sorry @eylah that’s a really horrible thing of her to say and it wasn’t justified at all. You don’t have to be ok with it. You’re allowed to be upset. Sending big hugs 🫂 we’re here for you and you’re doing so so well 🩷
    You deserve kindness Eylah, that’s what you give to everyone else! 🫂🫂
  • shannon_164shannon_164 Community Connector Posts: 2,027 Boards Champion
    @eylah you are not an attention seeker and you don’t deserve to have to hear any of that:( you’re such an amazing person who is dealing with a LOT, not an attention seeker at all!!!! i’m so so proud of you for everything, i know it’s difficult but you’ve got this eylah, i believe in you🩷

    always here for you x
  • eylaheylah Posts: 7,432 Master Poster
    @AnonymousToe @shannon_164 thankyou so much it means a lot to me <3 im just trying not to let this get to me but its hurting my heart bc i have done my best for her i rly have and now bc im doing gd well trying to but now apparently i deserve it :heartbreak: . i rly do not deserve it i dont deserve the shit she has said. im trying to keep focused :(
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • RedemptionRedemption Community Connector Posts: 4,223 Community Veteran
    Im always a message away if you need @eylah ❤️
  • Invisible_meInvisible_me Posts: 417 Listening Ear
    I know how you feel. Being called an attention seeker hurts!! It ruins your identity and makes you lose in all your self worth, confidence and self-esteem.
    But you knoe what we all want attention and crave attention time to time and there's bad in this is just some people don't understand this!
  • eylaheylah Posts: 7,432 Master Poster
    it does hurt it rly does bc i haven’t been able to sleep last night bc all i could think abt is why she said it. i was just in my room on the ward abt to go for dinner & she said it idk why and i hate everything. cant stop crying bc i had enough rly i rly have :/ i have done everything i can to keep safe etc and now i have her saying horrible stuff abt me :/ it fucking has hurt me so badly. wat i see it is would she rather have a alive sister or dead? like why be so horrible :/ sry for a long rant lol

    thankyou @TheNightmare i will msg you if i need anything thankyou <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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