being called a attention seeker fucking hurts tw

eylah

im crying so hard rn i cant stop crying. im feeling so much rn so much idk how to even focus on anything. being called a attention seeker bc i have tried doing stuff previously and she thinks its ok to call me a attention seeker bc of that it fucking hurts. i was there worrying my head of when she had emergency surgery etc and she thinks its ok to take piss out of me bc i basically have come very close to death & now im a attention seeker. Idc if ppl must be feeling bad abt themselves for them to say it to me but she is spiteful for saying such a a shitty fucked up comment to me. im in so much agony rn bc of this comment it hurts why? why so spiteful after i have done my best for ppl and now i get this. but she seemed to care when she almost lost me so why? it doesnt make sense it fucking hurts.

AnonymousToe

I’m so sorry @eylah that’s a really horrible thing of her to say and it wasn’t justified at all. You don’t have to be ok with it. You’re allowed to be upset. Sending big hugs 🫂 we’re here for you and you’re doing so so well 🩷
You deserve kindness Eylah, that’s what you give to everyone else! 🫂🫂

shannon_164

@eylah you are not an attention seeker and you don’t deserve to have to hear any of that:( you’re such an amazing person who is dealing with a LOT, not an attention seeker at all!!!! i’m so so proud of you for everything, i know it’s difficult but you’ve got this eylah, i believe in you🩷

always here for you x

eylah

@AnonymousToe @shannon_164 thankyou so much it means a lot to me im just trying not to let this get to me but its hurting my heart bc i have done my best for her i rly have and now bc im doing gd well trying to but now apparently i deserve it . i rly do not deserve it i dont deserve the shit she has said. im trying to keep focused

TheNightmare

Im always a message away if you need @eylah ❤️

Invisible_me

I know how you feel. Being called an attention seeker hurts!! It ruins your identity and makes you lose in all your self worth, confidence and self-esteem.
But you knoe what we all want attention and crave attention time to time and there's bad in this is just some people don't understand this!

eylah

it does hurt it rly does bc i haven’t been able to sleep last night bc all i could think abt is why she said it. i was just in my room on the ward abt to go for dinner & she said it idk why and i hate everything. cant stop crying bc i had enough rly i rly have i have done everything i can to keep safe etc and now i have her saying horrible stuff abt me it fucking has hurt me so badly. wat i see it is would she rather have a alive sister or dead? like why be so horrible sry for a long rant lol

thankyou @TheNightmare i will msg you if i need anything thankyou