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RiverRiver Posts: 5,387 Part of The Furniture
I’m tired and I’m hurting and done being tested, I’m too tired to fight a never ending battle. When will someone call peace 💔 I want me back the real me 😕 I don’t want L, E, T and D here anymore 💔 maybe L can stay… (if you know you know I guess)

I’m the daughter that never voiced how I felt, no one ever asked how I was growing up. Nothing was harder than being expected to just smile, to just be okay. From a young age I had to just survive, survive every silent battle. I was always alone but I got used to that. I got used to the silence.

I survived alone for as long as I can remember, I never understood what people wanted from me. I don’t think I’ve ever properly been present in my body.

No one understands that all my smiles are fake they’ve never been real, I live hiding my pain because it’s easier than having to face that no one cares and no one has the time to deal with me

If there was an alternate world I really wish I am never born, I’d never be burdening anyone to be my mum or dad. No one would have to deal with me
✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨

Comments

  • shannon_164shannon_164 Posts: 2,616 Boards Guru
    i really do hear how much you’re struggling @Rose113 and how you are feeling is so so valid!! i’m always here if you ever want to talk about anything🩷
  • Orchid059Orchid059 Posts: 390 Listening Ear
    Hi @Rose113 I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way, and I know it can seem like it’s never going to get better. But please remember, mental health struggles don’t define you, and they don’t last forever, even though it may feel that way now. It’s okay to not be okay, and you don’t have to go through this alone. There are people who care about you and want to help, and even small steps can make a difference. You matter, and your feelings are valid.
  • sinead276sinead276 Posts: 2,347 Boards Champion
    sending you the biggest of hugs rose. we are all so proud of you and we all care so much about you <3
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