Idk if this needs a TW ~ sorry

River

I’m tired and I’m hurting and done being tested, I’m too tired to fight a never ending battle. When will someone call peace 💔 I want me back the real me 😕 I don’t want L, E, T and D here anymore 💔 maybe L can stay… (if you know you know I guess)

I’m the daughter that never voiced how I felt, no one ever asked how I was growing up. Nothing was harder than being expected to just smile, to just be okay. From a young age I had to just survive, survive every silent battle. I was always alone but I got used to that. I got used to the silence.

I survived alone for as long as I can remember, I never understood what people wanted from me. I don’t think I’ve ever properly been present in my body.

No one understands that all my smiles are fake they’ve never been real, I live hiding my pain because it’s easier than having to face that no one cares and no one has the time to deal with me

If there was an alternate world I really wish I am never born, I’d never be burdening anyone to be my mum or dad. No one would have to deal with me

shannon_164

i really do hear how much you’re struggling @Rose113 and how you are feeling is so so valid!! i’m always here if you ever want to talk about anything🩷