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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
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    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    😭
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    She now saying if I want to die I can
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
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    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault

    What bullshit? Being upset and needing help? Helping other people? Being the kindest person ever and looking after your mum when you're not feeling good yourself?!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woman needs to fucking wake up and realise what she has and appreciate it! ❤💗
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault

    What bullshit? Being upset and needing help? Helping other people? Being the kindest person ever and looking after your mum when you're not feeling good yourself?!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woman needs to fucking wake up and realise what she has and appreciate it! ❤💗

    I honestly not gonna help her
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault

    What bullshit? Being upset and needing help? Helping other people? Being the kindest person ever and looking after your mum when you're not feeling good yourself?!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woman needs to fucking wake up and realise what she has and appreciate it! ❤💗

    I honestly not gonna help her

    Good! She doesn't deserve your help! ❤
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words

    Same here! 🤯😡💗
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault

    What bullshit? Being upset and needing help? Helping other people? Being the kindest person ever and looking after your mum when you're not feeling good yourself?!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woman needs to fucking wake up and realise what she has and appreciate it! ❤💗

    I honestly not gonna help her

    Good! She doesn't deserve your help! ❤

    I'm honestly thought I was gonna have a good night, clearly not 😭
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words

    Same here! 🤯😡💗

    Obviously need to move out 😭
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
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    Leila wrote: »
    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    Ash1 wrote: »
    Leila wrote: »
    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault

    What bullshit? Being upset and needing help? Helping other people? Being the kindest person ever and looking after your mum when you're not feeling good yourself?!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woman needs to fucking wake up and realise what she has and appreciate it! ❤💗

    I honestly not gonna help her

    Good! She doesn't deserve your help! ❤

    I'm honestly thought I was gonna have a good night, clearly not 😭

    Aw I'm sorry 😭
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 316 The Mix Regular
    noooooo
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
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    awesomeminecraft6789 wrote: »
    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words

    Same here! 🤯😡💗

    Obviously need to move out 😭
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    That's not true the people you love would give a fuck it may not seem like it but they do and we care about you we'd care if you died your special Leila you really are

    I'm not special, but ok

    Yes you areeeeeeeee, you're the most special person ever and it's so sad you don't see what I see, it honestly is, trust me when I say YOU MOST DEFINITELY ARE SPECIAL!!!! ❤

    Gosh I do fucking love you. Just been a shit day

    And I fucking love you too! I know, aw I hate when you're upset, I wanna help you but I don't know how much my help actually helps you 😭💗

    I just feel like I'm getting too much help from people I appreciate it but I know that others need it more then me 😭

    See that's where you're wrong, you need it most!!! I don't care how other people are at this point, you clearly need way more support because you think you don't deserve it, and you doooo!!!!!! ❤💕

    Thank you- I give others support on chat and on the boards but I feel like im not giving enough- I just want go give back

    Well then you're wrong again- you are giving back, more than you ever thought you were, I've got everything I ever wanted-YOU! 💗❤

    Thank you! 😊 ilyyyy

    I changed it btw

    No problem, always here ❤ Illyyyyyymmm 💕
    Okay Ima change it too, I won't see though 😅💗

    I'll show u it <3

    Thank youuuuuu ❤

    We matchhhh! proro7jdeolb.jpg

    I'm on facetime to my sis so sorry haha

    It still looks like a massive gray box with a cross on it to me 😂 I bet it looks amazing though! 💗

    Oh yeah I forgot lol 😆

    It looks so cute in my head though! 🥰💕

    It looks cutee<3!

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy 😁💗❤

    I'm all sad again 😞

    Noooooooo why??? 😭😭😭💕

    My mum 😭

    What's she done?! 🥺❤

    She literally being so rude to me, I'm her carer and she treating me like shit, fuck life goodbye.

    Aw I'm really sorry 😭 She obviously doesn't deserve to be your mum then if that's how she's treating you! It's not fair if you're being nice and caring for her and she chucks it back at you!!! 😠❤

    It's not nice, I feel rubbish

    I can imagine! What a horrible bitch! ❤

    I stay up late to make sure she's comfortable and she says that

    You don't deserve this one bit! 💕

    Just lost for words
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    She now saying if I want to die I can

    What a horrible thing to, why the fuck would would you say that to someone?!!! Is she trying to make you feel worse?!!!! I don't care if you want to, you're not gonna! ❤💗

    She's apparently had enough of my bullshit apparently, I mean so am I buy its not my fault

    What bullshit? Being upset and needing help? Helping other people? Being the kindest person ever and looking after your mum when you're not feeling good yourself?!!!!!!!!!!!!! That woman needs to fucking wake up and realise what she has and appreciate it! ❤💗

    I honestly not gonna help her

    Good! She doesn't deserve your help! ❤

    I'm honestly thought I was gonna have a good night, clearly not 😭

    Aw I'm sorry 😭

    Not worth anything
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    I'm gonna be sick 😭
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    I'm back yay
  • Former MemberFormer Member A pretty deep soul 😅💕 Posts: 2,064 Boards Champion
    Wb
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    I'm gonna be sick 😭

    I'm so sorry 😭😭😭❤
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    I'm gonna be sick 😭

    I'm so sorry 😭😭😭❤

    No one loves me at home 😪
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