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NatalieMTNatalieMT Posts: 177 Helping Hand
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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Hey @NatalieMT

    Aw, I like that song <3 What does it mean to you, if you'd like to share? 

    Hope you're okay <3  
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    AifeAife Community Manager Posts: 3,031 Boards Guru
    Sending you hugs Natalie. We're here anytime you want to talk <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
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    NatalieMTNatalieMT Posts: 177 Helping Hand
    Crying for me means fear, to cry is to lose control, it represents anger, you cry and the pain gets worse. 
    I cry and I break.
    I stayed loyal and kept a secret to someone who hurt me, who destroyed my views of myself, my body, made me distrust everything in this world. 
    Thats this song, sorry 
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    There's nothing to apologise for at all <3

    You went through something really traumatic, and I can hear how much it affected you - it makes perfect sense that your views of yourself are destroyed and that you distrust everything.

    Sending tons of love <3
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    Butterfly23Butterfly23 Posts: 810 Part of The Mix Family
    @NatalieMT

    Sending you lots of love, you have a lot of power with your words and you seem really talented. Thank you for sharing your pain and o hope things improve for you soon.

    Always here x
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