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been to look around a 'female shared supported house' today and it's like an hour and a half away from where my mum lives and it's in a big city where I don't know the area or anybody but it's the only place that have accepted me so I am moving in on Saturday. I'm unsure wether this is the right thing but I felt forced to say yes as there is no where else that will have me due to my complex needs. I felt compelled to say yes and I don't understand due to my lack of awareness wether something is right or wrong and in making choices ect. It's going to take some time to have my support system set up in the new area. I need to register at a new doctors surgery and get my medication sorted and get the gp to put in a referal in for counselling and therapy. Maybe I might get further with my mental health in a different city *wishful thinking* :') feel completely overwhelmed, scared. I came back and had a cry because I don't understand in my mind wether this is the right thing to be doing or not? So I'm just going along with it but which is quite dangerous.