I need help. I don't know what to do. I am really struggling to cope. I've relapsed back into SH as well as my disordered eating.
Today has just made it so much worse. Spent all night in an argument. I had an appointment to see a youth worker which really backfired bc she is pretty much telling me everything is my fault. She is done with me. I then come home to an absolute war zone. Everyone is shouting and arguing and fighting. Yet I am to blame for everything. All the anger here is scaring me. I am done with myself. I can't cope with life anymore. I have nobody to talk to and nowhere to go. I just want to disappear.
I am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.