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Annaarrr!!
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I completely broke down. I can't cope. I literally cannot get through the day. This depression is destroying me. If I'm not asleep I need to cut or drink or smoke otherwise I just can't function. It's crippling. It's causing me physical chest pain I can't breathe properly. My ribs are completely cut up. I've never been so bad befoe theres just blood everywhere. And it's stillnot enough. I just want to wnd it now I want all this pain to just go. The physcal pain doesnt fix this emotional shit anymore and no ones helping me and no one cares and I cant fucking fix it. I need out. I'm just scared. I'm so os scared.
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I'm barely awake at the moment but I just wanted to post and say there are people here who want to listen and help you.
Hope you're feeling a little better this morning *hug*
It's ok to feel like that but it is probably worth thinking about the reason for it?
Has anything in particular triggered these feelings? Is there anyone you can go and talk to - a doctor or a mental health professional of some kind? Even just a friend who would be willing to listen? We're here if you want to vent and let off steam, but I find that nothing quite beats having a cuddle and a shoulder to cry on.
Have you got anything planned for today? Or something exciting at the weekend? It would maybe a good idea to see if you can arrange some things over the summer to keep you looking forward to things - even just going for coffee or window shopping with some friends can give you something concrete to hold on to.
There's no one i can talk to no. My friends just don't care and theyre not even here for me. A professional would just put me on pills cos talking with then doesn't do anything and neither do the therapies.
I'm going to my exes house today because we're going to a festival together tomorrow over the weekend.
I hope you enjoy the festival