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Megan...I need you.
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Its Megans Birthday today, in 6 days it'll be a year since she died...
I miss her and need her so much...
She was my Bestfriend..She came into my life all snotty nosed and wobbling as a tiny tot and pushed me over onto the floor, when i cried she gave me a biscuit she'd dribbled all over.
I can't go on...I need to be with her.:crying: I just need to be with her.
Bad thoughts...
I miss her and need her so much...
She was my Bestfriend..She came into my life all snotty nosed and wobbling as a tiny tot and pushed me over onto the floor, when i cried she gave me a biscuit she'd dribbled all over.
I can't go on...I need to be with her.:crying: I just need to be with her.
Bad thoughts...
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Its feeling weird because normally at midnight I get a phone call where she's singing cbeebies happy birthday to me, informing me she's just turned old. I miss the little things like that...I miss watching her walk into doors and tables and fall over flat surfaces.
I argued with her just before she died....I pushed her over the edge...I did it..its my fault...
I have to be with her
I miss her and I miss everything about her..the little things and the big things, I miss staying up till 5am having a conversation with her about the most random things, I miss listening to her sing...I miss her singing down the phone to me...
I couldn't save her...I was too late
I feel so low... I just can't go on.
just keep swimming
this too will pass