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Annaarrr!!
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i don't even know. i just feel like poo. i want to cut but the thoughts of my mum finding them makes me go :banghead: which makes me wanna do it more. and i really want to cry and tell someone about how im feeling but too much shit happens when i do. help ?FML ! :crying: :banghead: :impissed: :eek:
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Loveyoulots! x
How are you feeling today? You know that the boards are always here day and night to let us know how you are feeling
Hey Annaarr,
How are you feeling now?you mentioned you had stuff going on at the mo, do you wanna chat???Please feel free to do so. Might give you some release....:wave:
Hey Annaarr,
Sounds like the numbness is bugging you as you want to feel something so bad and you like the idea of being alone too.
Perhaps you may be experiencing shock from your bereavement and want to feel something and feel it now, thus the urge to self harm.:crying:
Death is a really tough thing to deal with and the numbess is pretty normal believe it or not. Please dont feel bad for that.
Do have any distraction techniques to get you through. writing or drawing how you feel may help too if you cant express it.
Keep posting:)
Hey Annaarr,
how are you feeling today???Please feel free to chat here about how your feeling if it helps:)
take care:wave:
Hey Annaarr,
Sound like a tough place to be in at the moment for you. when you say ,everything feels wrong, what does that mean for you?
Its hard carrying on through life straight after a close death, were you and your nan close??
It may help to chat about it, take care:)
hey Annaarr,
It sounds like what your feeling is hard to identify and pinpoint but you do know it dosent feel right.there seems to be frustration with that too.
How long have you been feeling like this?had you been feeling low before your nan passed away?
kinda sounds like your being hard on yourself to feel or not feel something..if you know what i mean..Do you talk to anyone about how your feelings?Parents, teacher etc..
Take care:)
I talked to one of my teachers today and she said she was gonna talk to the school nurse about what i should do. She keeps going on about how i should go onto anti-depressants... =/ i dunno :crying: