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Anorexia HELP!!!!
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:banghead: :crying: :banghead: :crying: Hi out there.Im new on here and in a crisis.U mite all think im weird but ive been starvin myself 4 a good few months now and havent eaten any sort of food for over a month.Ive been living on water, coke zero(has 2calories a bottle) or highlighs hot chocolate(40calories a cup).Ive been trying to keep below 100 calories a day and loosing a kilo a week(2pound).
My boyriend now knows and i go tken in2 hospital lastweek only 4 a day 4 observation and tests.My boyfriends mum told my parents lasnite as they didnt no and they haven mentioned it really.I just wandered if any1 has been through it and has any advice.I like the attention sumtimes but i still dont wan 2 eat m happy loosing weight.Im 5foot 5inches and 6stone 12lb.
Any advice would be great i feel like im banging my head against a brick wall.Ive only had 1 session which wasnt theapy it was 2 c if im anorexic or not and tha was in april.I dont no wo 2 do.
Sorry the essay just need 2 let it out.
My boyriend now knows and i go tken in2 hospital lastweek only 4 a day 4 observation and tests.My boyfriends mum told my parents lasnite as they didnt no and they haven mentioned it really.I just wandered if any1 has been through it and has any advice.I like the attention sumtimes but i still dont wan 2 eat m happy loosing weight.Im 5foot 5inches and 6stone 12lb.
Any advice would be great i feel like im banging my head against a brick wall.Ive only had 1 session which wasnt theapy it was 2 c if im anorexic or not and tha was in april.I dont no wo 2 do.
Sorry the essay just need 2 let it out.
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Starving yourself can make you put on more weight.
http://www.thesite.org/healthandwellbeing/askthesiteqandas/mentalandemotionalhealthqandas/anorexiaanswers
Other than that my advice would be to go to your GP ASAP, it sounds like you are unhappy and from what you've said you're quite underweight and stuff. If they don't seem to be doing anything just keep going back and keep on the case as eating that little for that amount of time is gonna be very harmful to your body. Sorry I can't offer more advice but I hope things get better for you soon x
thanks for the advice.I no it sounds silly but its gone past that point.Ive suffered with bulimia and self harm since i was 11 but no1 found out until i lost so much weight.I was 9stone a xmas and always have counted calories and dieted.I always eat salad, dry foods, veg, all food low in calories its just gone 2 ar now and im starvng myself and cant control it.
I cant drink anything with 2 man calories either not milk, tea, shakes nufink.Im down 2 a bottle of coke zero a day with water and a cup of highlights in the morning for energ and 1 at nite.The thought of puttin any food in my mouth upsets me so much it makes me wana self harm again or kill myself sumtimes.
Any advice?
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U rite about me and m bf hes been supportiv ill now he was the 1st 2 no but l8ly hes feeling the pressure i can tell.His mum tells me 2.Hes scared of loosing me.Thanks for the site hun im goin o fone the people tomorrow i fink.Hope it helps.Have u ever been through it or u no any1?
If im really depressed i can hav alcohol but not lots and i have soda water which is no calories so we cant go pub much and socialize with our friens anymore.its doin my head in.Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
Also, don't worry about losing your job, I'm pretty sure that if you have been signed off work by your GP then legally they can't fire you, so don't let that add to your worry, just try and concentrate on taking things a day at a time.
I'm sure your boyfriend does find it difficult as well because he loves you and probably doesn't always know what is best to support you, hopefully when you do get some specialist help it'll take the pressure off him a little.
Just try and stay strong and take care of yourself, I know me saying this probably won't make much difference but being healthy is much more important than being skinny, do what you can and keep on at your GP.
do u fink im an idiot or mad?
Just to say Babyluv, you might want to consider contacting Beat (the former Eating Disorders Association) on 0845 634 1414 to discuss the situation with your doctor as I'm sure it'll be something they deal with a lot.
On another note - as per our good manners guide - you really need to type out what you are saying, it's going to make it very difficult for anyone else to understand your posts in text talk and it tends to make other people look down on another poster if they don't take the time to make their posts understandable. So maybe take a breath and just type slower.
Saying that, one thing I'm trying to understand is what advice or help you are looking for - if you just want to vent about the situation that's obviously fine, but if you're looking for some specific advice might be worth saying that again.
i dont talk about it ever its evry1 else that brings it up an upsets me.my gp is an arse.hes referred me but i went april and they didnt wan 2 c me again till july and since then ive lost alot of weight.im loosing a kilo a week at the minute.
i feel sorry 4 my bf but he wanted 2 no.
im sorry 2 hear about r friend.thats how i started if i can help in any way just ask.im good at giving advice just cant listen 2 any of my own.i fink this is controllin me now i was in control a point but now i just put on a brave face and let it rule my life.
also i wanted to talk to anyone who has ever known anyone that has been through it or has been through it themselves.
im just in a place at the moment where i dont want to eat or get better but have all these people aroung me worrying, cryin, begging me to gt better and i dont know what to do.
can you help in any way?
Friends and family probably only keep going on at you about it because you are very drastically underweight and could be seriously damaging your body by not eating, they care and don't want to see you unhealthy. Sometimes it is easy to ignore that we have a problem with something but there is a difference between someone having a few body issues and losing a bit of weight and someone like you who is quite seriously underweight and wants to lose more weight.
All we can really say on here is to keep going to your GP and just try to stay healthy even though that will be difficult with the way you feel about food. Good luck with everything.
i agree with everyone else, u need to eat sensibly, it'll be hard to begin with and you will put weight on but i'm almost 100% certain that when you get to a healthy weight again you will feel so much better in yourself
wish you all the luck
I'm sure you know this, but you are doing horrendous damage to your body at the moment and you need to find some way to deal with the issues causing this so you can get closer to a healthy diet as soon as possible.
All the best.
xx
i fooled people for long enough its only when my boyfriends mum put a magazine in front of me with picturs and a story of a anorexic girl and i left the room that she knew for certain what was wrong with me.
sounds weird but i do and dont want help.i dont think im underweight at all not compared to he people in magazines.i check my wight everyday and my bmi if i loose a pound or 2.i no my bmi is low but i cant stop thinking about how nice clothes will look when im skinny and how maybe i can get a modelling job.my boyfriend has a stag weekend to go to aswell in september which i think isnt helping either.its stressing me out.thanks for al th good luck wishes.fingers crossed i'll be on here soon as a success story helping others.
currently i'm a day patient at that hospital so i go three times a week, which is hard because im in my last year of school so balancing everything is difficult. currently need to be having about 2500 calories a day coz i still have some weight to put on. i'm moving forward, but very slowly. what you need to realise (and the doctors will tell you this) is that the eating disorder is like an irrational voice in your head, and if you let it manifest there long enough, it will drastically affect the thoughts you have about yourself, your body image, the ideal body image, and life in general. the illness is what makes you feel fat, even if you are critically underweight.
your number one priority right now is to recover from this illness, please believe me with this, even if it means not taking the modelling job or having to go up a few sizes in clothes to be at a normal weight.
if you ever need some support or someone to talk to, let me know, i'm willing to listen.
I feel for you. I don't know if this will help but I will say it anyway: You are unwell. This is an illness which has the potential to kill you. You are sick and like anyone who is sick, you need to see a doctor. The physical symptoms of your eating disorder need to be dealt with and the psychological issues are just as important, if not more important. You need to take your antidepressants as advised by your doctor. If you are still purging, please discuss this with your doctor as you may also be purging your meds. You need to be seen by a psychologist. You may want to discuss being an in-patient somewhere if you feel you need it.
I'm not sure if that will help. I know when I had eating disorders, I didn't see myself as sick which was part of the reason I didn't see myself as deserving of help. You need help and you deserve to get it.
If your GP isn't helpful and isn't listening to you, ask to be referred to an ED Unit somewhere. If you want to survive this and start living again, you have to get moving and do something about it.
I don't at all mean to sound harsh, I understand some of what you're feeling as I've been through it myself. You are strong enough to beat this. It won't be easy, but it will be worth it.
If you ever need to talk, you can pm me if you want to, or just post here.
Lots and lot of love.