met up with the ex again

mistake :banghead:
it's just brought all the old feelings back that I'd been fighting for nearly a year. All that hard work, just collapses. We got on great, and he looks better than ever. Then he goes again (he lives quite far away), and I probably won't see him for another few months. And it hurts dammit. But there's nothing I can do, I don't think he'd go back with me, and he lives too far away, and I don't trust him etc, so there's point thinking about it. But I just can't get him out of my head.
I know there's been heaps of thread about this before, but I just need cheering up I guess
it's just brought all the old feelings back that I'd been fighting for nearly a year. All that hard work, just collapses. We got on great, and he looks better than ever. Then he goes again (he lives quite far away), and I probably won't see him for another few months. And it hurts dammit. But there's nothing I can do, I don't think he'd go back with me, and he lives too far away, and I don't trust him etc, so there's point thinking about it. But I just can't get him out of my head.
I know there's been heaps of thread about this before, but I just need cheering up I guess

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If I'm pissed off at men, it never fails to perk me up, even if its just a little bit. Hope you feel ok soon
"19, your only 19 for gawds sake, you don't need a boyyyyfrrriiieeennndddd"
That song has me dancing around the room singing despite what boy has managed to upset me.
Its not gonna sound good when I'm 21 next month though >.<
say it like 'im only twenty something for gods sake' that would sound better!
try being 22 :impissed:
You know what i realised? Ive done a whole year without her, youve done a whole year without him.
That counts for something !
Hope you get over this little test.
Thankyou, I hope so too!
And cheers Rachael, that song provided a good few minutes dancing round my room, which always makes me feel bit better!