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Teh_Gerbil
Posts: 13,332 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
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...like just wanting back into normality? Plug me back in the matrix kinda feeling.
I've been feeling kinda detached from mainstream life, and failing to "get" or understand it. It's hard to explain... but its just like... plug me back in man! I can get by fine and all... but then I sit back and think about it like... whats it all achieving? What are we working towards? And why?
What is the whole point? What does anything do of any significance? Its an odd feeling... and I did it once, and it keeps coming back to me. Jumping up after a fun time from the back of my mind, pressing forward... saying... why, what are you doing? Whats the point? What great achievements will this bring you?
Its daft and odd, I know, and I am surviving fine, I guess... but its confusing the buggery out of me, and I ain't even high. Been going clean for a little while, get my immunity low again.
On another note, anyone seen Rolly about?
I've been feeling kinda detached from mainstream life, and failing to "get" or understand it. It's hard to explain... but its just like... plug me back in man! I can get by fine and all... but then I sit back and think about it like... whats it all achieving? What are we working towards? And why?
What is the whole point? What does anything do of any significance? Its an odd feeling... and I did it once, and it keeps coming back to me. Jumping up after a fun time from the back of my mind, pressing forward... saying... why, what are you doing? Whats the point? What great achievements will this bring you?
Its daft and odd, I know, and I am surviving fine, I guess... but its confusing the buggery out of me, and I ain't even high. Been going clean for a little while, get my immunity low again.
On another note, anyone seen Rolly about?
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Yea lifes a very funny thing, u just got to think...we're only here once and we gotta make the most of it all..don't we yea?
No have not heard from rolly in a while..
99% of the population are constantly asleep.
the other 1% who are awake are in a state of constant amazement.
red pill for me.
Its a worrying and confusing thing. Fuck... mindufck times for me at the minute.
Constant amazement... yeah... that such a bunch of twats get to rule the world. That's what being awake is like Everyone else... content to watch Big Brother series XVII and Eastenders... not realising the bigger picture and what is being done to them. Just let the Politicians lead the world... what do we average joes know?
Then there is still the bigger questions to be asked...
ETA: how much do you smoke out of curiousity? just reminds me of me a couple years ago....
Ah, I was smoking alot. Just going clean, it takes to much for the effects to get me now. So a couple of months without any coming up. Been... ohh.. two weeks now.
I guess it has this effect after your brain is rewired by the green, eh?
must be a coincidence btw i think it's been about two weeks since i had a puff, it's more appealing during the summer of course but i worked out i haven't gone longer than a month in the last 5 years without a smoke, lol says something about my circle of friends i suppose although that is changing.......also goes to show you can have a healthy productive life and smoke dope regularly.......lol how is it any of our discussions invariably turn to pot? quite fancy a toke now as well you git :P
Haha... stoners eh? Always mind on the green!
Ah, but what is your reality achieving in total? Ok, I'll shurrup! Yeah, I figure once a get a job and some structure going in my life it'll get back on track. And hopefully my parents will ease off me a bit... fucking pressure driving me mad! I just want to shout STFU at the them, but that won't help any at all. Gah.
Need to get a job and move out, I guess. They aren't forcing me out, but I can't cope with them much anymore!
But I'm ok now and stuff is grand
I'm as none mainstream as they come though :chin: