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I hate life
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<b>Exactly, i hate life.</b>
i got no friends
parents dont talk to me
got no g/f's only eva had 3 cos no girls want me.
every one has lied to me and will not stop lying
people say im good looking but i aint. cos if i was as good looking as they say i am id have better luck with people.
every one says im gay, duno why
people always try to put me down and try to get at me. one person did this by spreading round my college im gona kill myself.
i got no life
i feel really ill
no one takes any notice of me
if i call epople they dont answer cos they know it is me
no one txs me back
and i wana just kill myself, no one would notice, least then maybe id save some poor child or adults life.
Dont bother replying as i was just getting feelings out, but it dont make me feel any better.thanxs for your time in looking at this and sorry i wasted 5 mins of your life.
L-I-L
If you have 3 friends, you are a rich man, no matter how much money you have.
i got no friends
parents dont talk to me
got no g/f's only eva had 3 cos no girls want me.
every one has lied to me and will not stop lying
people say im good looking but i aint. cos if i was as good looking as they say i am id have better luck with people.
every one says im gay, duno why
people always try to put me down and try to get at me. one person did this by spreading round my college im gona kill myself.
i got no life
i feel really ill
no one takes any notice of me
if i call epople they dont answer cos they know it is me
no one txs me back
and i wana just kill myself, no one would notice, least then maybe id save some poor child or adults life.
Dont bother replying as i was just getting feelings out, but it dont make me feel any better.thanxs for your time in looking at this and sorry i wasted 5 mins of your life.
L-I-L
If you have 3 friends, you are a rich man, no matter how much money you have.
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I remember feelin just the same feelins as you a couple of years ago and it only got better after I tried to kill myself. Oh no, I really shouldnt say that. Thankfully it didnt work bcos I relised how much it would have affected everyone if it had worked. Do your parents know you are feeling like this? Maybe you really are ill babes. I had flu at the time when I actully overdosed and I'm sure hat had a lot to do with it - feeling down and stuff.
If you want to talk to a random person who might understand I would be really happy to try and help.
You should run yourself a long hot bath and cry in it for a while. Crying helps so much. Really
Reply if you want - I'd like to know how you are feeling
Dee x
think i might as well go and kill myself, right a nice sweet little note and post it to everybody then overdose.(you didnt put that in my head, i just dont like the idea of cutting my wrists or dying of no oxygen)
theres no point talking to my parents as they dont talk to me anyways and say, do what ever you want to do etc.
L-I-L
If you have 3 friends, you are a rich man, no matter how much money you have.
i thought u would just drift off - yeh?
you dont..u start being sick and more sick and more sick. then u have regrets and you cant turn it round without telling someone.
You dont really want to die. You would miss out on so much that your life has led up to.
Do you really want to miss out on the day you manage to help someone else with your experience...or the day you meet the wonderful girl who is going to love you for what you are (cos that is gonna happen) and the day your first child is born? havin a son/daughter/niece/nephew who totally looks up to you?
Theres so much to look forward to in life...might seem crap just now. But the whole inner peace thing can help a lot - forget all the fuckers who are too self obsessed to notice you are suffering - live for yourself. Who cares if people hink you are gay? who gives one flying shiney shit? You know, the whole school was saying that I was a lesbian the other day! I came in crying cos of something that had happened the night b4 and cos i didnt tell anyone what was up someone decided I had come out the closet! Well, I didnt let it bother me -in fact i laughed in thier faces and refused to tell them yes or no. people who are malicious just dont matter. concentrate on being nothing like them and you can at least say you have learnt from them and their retardedness.
(((((((((L-I-L)))))))))
I'm so sorry people are making your life like this. I would kick some ass for you but right now all I can do is listnen.
Dee
Also not only can taking an overdose make u sick, but it can leave u with permanent brain damage, like a vegetable. Imagine still being alive after trying to kill yourself, and being left like that? Not a good idea. I really hope that u get yourself some help, go and see the docter or if u cant face that just talk to us on here...but please, anything but try and kill yourself, its just not worth it.
yep i should have continues that bit b4 - I really dont know much about it but thankfully my dad who is a gp noticed somethin was up straight away...
are you still with us tonight - are you still online?
dee x
It's sad to hear that you are feeling like that. I often feel simular: worthless, friendless and all alone fighting my own battle.
Have you tried talking to your gp or someone who could possibly help or simply listen? Do your parents know you are having problems? It might help talking to them.
I do hope you get better
-Faf