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I hate my body so fucking much
bignosegirly0
Posts: 439 Listening Ear
I hate my disgusting body, but I hate how long progress takes in the gym more than my physique.
I wish I was curvier. Nothing will make me feel better until I can actually achieve my goal. And I know patience and consistency is needed. But I’m so fucking repulsed with how my body is. Being taller than the average woman makes it a lot longer to make gym progress. I hate being built like a man. Luckily, I grew an inch in my glutes, but I fear it’s gonna go down again. I hate how long it takes. I just want to have a beautiful feminine body
And it’s annoying when I get depressed at the gym, to the point where I don’t want to work out anymore because I feel the depression weighing my body down and making me tired
I hate my body I hate it I hate it I hate it.
I wish I was curvier. Nothing will make me feel better until I can actually achieve my goal. And I know patience and consistency is needed. But I’m so fucking repulsed with how my body is. Being taller than the average woman makes it a lot longer to make gym progress. I hate being built like a man. Luckily, I grew an inch in my glutes, but I fear it’s gonna go down again. I hate how long it takes. I just want to have a beautiful feminine body
And it’s annoying when I get depressed at the gym, to the point where I don’t want to work out anymore because I feel the depression weighing my body down and making me tired
I hate my body I hate it I hate it I hate it.
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You certainly aren't alone in how you feel right now - and it is completely okay to feel frustrated at the time it is taking for you to see the progression you want from working out and stuff. But even though it may seem like it's taking a long time, the fact you are keeping at it and not giving up shows the progression you are making, even if it isn't always visible at first glance. The journey isn't always a straight linear one, but your determination is what is admirable and will hopefully get you to where you want to be, and a place where you feel happy, healthy and confident in who you are.
Unfortunately these things do take time sometimes, but I can assure you that at every point of this journey, from where you started to wherever you end up, you are a beautiful person inside and out.
Sending lots of hugs