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a new hour by mr kitty (vent, TW: suicide)
toffuna101
Posts: 4,133 Community Veteran
Everyday, a sadder face
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My mood sinks each day.
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New hiding place, something to chase
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I run away from my problems and I remember how people were after me back then. The word "something" means that they didn't see me as human.
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A week has passed, my wounds won't heal
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I remember a week passing after I was released from the psychiatric hospital and my mental wounds weren't healing.
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Remember when the pain was real
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Everything that I experienced felt real and my mental anguish was certainly real.
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I want to die alone tonight
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I want to push people away, have no one by my side and perish.
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(Please do not try to save me)
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Please don't convince me otherwise.
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Walking away from the bright light
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I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel but I'm deliberately walking away from it.
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(Darkness will come to take me)
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My negative thoughts will win. It will come and suck me in.
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I want to die alone tonight
(Please do not try to save me)
Walking away from the bright light
(Darkness will come to take me)
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Already explained my interpretation of these lyrics.
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Eyes are closed, refuse to dream
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When I sleep I don't have dreams anymore.
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A silent scream, beneath the stream
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I feel like I'm suffering in silence.
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A month has passed, reopened wounds
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A month passes since I was released from the psychiatric hospital and my mental scars are visible.
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I sink below to pleasant doom
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I fall into the ocean of misery which seems pleasant because then I'll finally succumb to my fate.
(im safe)
---
My mood sinks each day.
---
New hiding place, something to chase
---
I run away from my problems and I remember how people were after me back then. The word "something" means that they didn't see me as human.
---
A week has passed, my wounds won't heal
---
I remember a week passing after I was released from the psychiatric hospital and my mental wounds weren't healing.
---
Remember when the pain was real
---
Everything that I experienced felt real and my mental anguish was certainly real.
---
I want to die alone tonight
---
I want to push people away, have no one by my side and perish.
---
(Please do not try to save me)
---
Please don't convince me otherwise.
---
Walking away from the bright light
---
I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel but I'm deliberately walking away from it.
---
(Darkness will come to take me)
---
My negative thoughts will win. It will come and suck me in.
---
I want to die alone tonight
(Please do not try to save me)
Walking away from the bright light
(Darkness will come to take me)
---
Already explained my interpretation of these lyrics.
---
Eyes are closed, refuse to dream
--
When I sleep I don't have dreams anymore.
---
A silent scream, beneath the stream
---
I feel like I'm suffering in silence.
---
A month has passed, reopened wounds
---
A month passes since I was released from the psychiatric hospital and my mental scars are visible.
---
I sink below to pleasant doom
---
I fall into the ocean of misery which seems pleasant because then I'll finally succumb to my fate.
(im safe)
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