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Sorry for ranting yet again
Animalloverb
Posts: 347 The Mix Regular
I really appreciate the things that some of you said on chat yesterday, it meant a lot.
I know a lot of you have told me how I Don't deserve all the pain, but in reality I actually do, and I am not just saying that because it's how I feel, I am saying it because it is the truth.
And struggling in silence is apart if that pain. Going through all this alone, yes it is hard but it is necessary. It is what I deserve right now.
And yes I know there is so much going on in my life right now but nothing can be done about it, I just have to take the pain that it causes and get on with everything else.
The last few days, having 2 awful and unexpected phone calls were really not needed, especially during this time. The things that were said broke me into pieces.
And I know I was saying there is now a third funeral coming up this month, well that's not just all, there is actually going to be a 4th one, I just didn't want to talk about that. It's really hit me hard.
I know a lot of you have told me how I Don't deserve all the pain, but in reality I actually do, and I am not just saying that because it's how I feel, I am saying it because it is the truth.
And struggling in silence is apart if that pain. Going through all this alone, yes it is hard but it is necessary. It is what I deserve right now.
And yes I know there is so much going on in my life right now but nothing can be done about it, I just have to take the pain that it causes and get on with everything else.
The last few days, having 2 awful and unexpected phone calls were really not needed, especially during this time. The things that were said broke me into pieces.
And I know I was saying there is now a third funeral coming up this month, well that's not just all, there is actually going to be a 4th one, I just didn't want to talk about that. It's really hit me hard.
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