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Hey not a problem, I care about you.
And your not at all bothering me, you deserve support.
I totally understand that, starting education, especially like six form can be really scary.
I am so sorry all of that has happened to you, you didn't deserve any of that. Social side of things can always be tricky, people stay with their groups and just don't seem to let anyone else join. Hopefully you will make some Friends that deserve you, there is no point wasting time on people who Don't appreciate anything about you.
And with the academic side of things, that's totally understandable. A levels are more tricky to what you are used to learning, and they may feel like more pressure. But trust me you are smart. And it's okay if you do fail, non of your grades define your worth. I know someone who failed history a few times and they really wanted to become a history teacher and they eventually made it and now they are doing really well and have gotten a job as a history teacher.
It's okay for grades to drop, you are able to pick them back up again, loads of my grades dropped and I failed quite a few things but I put in the work and effort and I eventually managed to pass.
If people judge you for grades then that says so much more about them then it does you.
You know all you can do is your best, and that's all that matters.
Your not being rude at all, and I am so sorry if I'm not helping. You deserve someone who can give you the right support and understand you. I am sorry I am not that person for you. Hopefully somebody else here will be able to help you better then I can. You don't have to be sorry. I am so proud of you for speaking up, that's a really brave thing to do.
It does sound exhausting. And I am so sorry that you are putting in all this effort and feel like your getting nowhere, that must be really difficult.
I can't really help with how exhausting it is for you pulling all nighters as I never really sleep and I get up to 4 hours max when I do sleep so I can't relate to that, so I am sorry I am unable to give you any support with that.
I have been there, if a friend ever needs me I am right there no matter what I am doing, a few years ago now, I had a friend and she was really struggling with her mental health and I was on high alert 24/7 incase she ever needed me, day and night, I was always there. I ignored my own mental health and my own problems to be there for her, and doing that can be so exhausting and can affect how much studying you do. Unfortunately though she did pass away as I didn't get to her quick enough and that has stuck with me, so even now I still turn up for people no matter what time it is that is why I am not always active on here on an evening when you need the most support because I have other people needing my help that I am trying to support.
It is awful the way that you do all that for others and when you want to talk they never show up for you and lie and say they are tired or were sleeping when you know they weren't at all.
I am so sorry you are going through all of this and I do apologise that I am not much help for you. You deserve so much more. Thank you for opening up though, you are doing great.
I can chat for now, but if I do start taking longer to respond I do apologise.
I hear how much you’re going through right now. It sounds incredibly overwhelming. Dealing with pain, exhaustion, anxiety, and the pressure of school starting tomorrow all at once. I want you to know that it is okay to let it all out here and you do not need to apologize for talking about what you’re going through.
The severe pain and dizziness/faintness really doesn't sound good at all and it sounds quite scary to be experiencing. It is quite concerning that standing makes you dizzy and makes you feel like everything spins, especially with your history of low iron. I have also got a history of low iron and the supplements I was given helped, but it can be scary.
The Pain that is spreading to your back, legs, and chest sounds so awful for you and it must be so annoying that the prescription painkillers not helping and personally to me that suggests this isn’t just “normal cramps.” I would recommend trying to get another opinion on that.
These things Impacting on daily life and mental health missing school, losing appetite, and feeling hopeless is such a heavy load to carry. And I am so sorry that you are experiencing and going through all of this.
Because your symptoms are this intense and aren’t improving, I would recommend you to see a docto or even try and go to a&e if you’re struggling to stand, feeling faint, or your pain is unbearable. You shouldn’t have to wait 20 weeks in this state as that just isn't fair. I know it may not be possible though, I know how awful are healthcare systems can be sometimes.
If your chest tightness gets worse, or if you faint, can’t breathe properly, or the pain becomes unbearable I would say call emergency services.
For school tomorrow: If you’re too unwell, it might be best to let the school know and not force yourself they may not be happy with it but your health has to come first. Even one more day of rest might make a difference. If that's not possible I totally understand but please look after yourself.
Keep hydrating and eating small, foods like soups, smoothies, rice, crackers are things you could try and eat if full meals feel impossible. Low iron plus blood loss can worsen dizziness.
For cramps, sometimes combining heat so maybe a heating pad or hot water bottle on your abdomen/back with gentle stretching can help alongside the medication though I know you have tried so much already.
And about your mental health, feeling like this constantly can wear anyone down. You don’t have to go through it alone. If you ever feel like you can’t cope or like you don’t want to keep going, please reach out right away whether that’s calling a crisis line, talking to a trusted friend/family member, or letting a teacher know what’s happening. You don't deserve to be alone. There are services you can call. And you have us here.
You are not weak for struggling with this, your body is putting you through an enormous amount, and it makes total sense you’re feeling the way you do.
Doctors can be like that unfortunately, it shouldn't be like that but it is the way our broken system is. From my opinion I would keep fighting with them, it may feel awful to do but it will help you get somewhere as I have had to do it for so many different reasons, like for example I have epilepsy but they weren't even going to look into anything when I started having seizures, they told me it was stress or trauma induced but I fought back and ended up having epilepsy and being diagnosed with severe epilepsy.
I know someone who is having a similar problem to you regarding the bleeding and they actually have a condition and she had to fight for so many years for them to even put her on the waiting list to get checked. It's awful.
It does sound really fustrating and I am so sorry about that. I do really hope things get sorted for you though.