lonely in loneliness

dealsmirage

I would say it - heart of gold.
Would reach out to ppl but met w radio silence or would give them my all and met with ghosting. All ppl I know are gone now.
It was always me and just me but I wish I had a friend like hey u ok? But it’s just me keeping myself up so I won’t pity over how lonely it actually is. I always believed that it’s gonna be like I dream of it and trusting ppl but they just leave, even after years suddenly you realize that it was u reaching out and when u let them be, they don’t care anymore😔💔

kaii

Hi @dealsmirage, thank you so much for reaching out. I'm really sorry that you got ignored after reaching out to all these people - I can see how it makes you feel so lonely. This resonates with me as well since I've also been through a similar experience - when I was in secondary school, I reached out to friends for support but ended up not getting listened to. I remember how extremely lonely I felt back then.

As a member of this community who wants to support you, I'd like to ask you, how are you doing? Do you want to tell us about what you've been up to? I'm so sorry that you haven't had a friend who's checked up on you - I'm sorry that no one has shown that they care about you. Having that sense of connection from others is so important, and it can feel so upsetting without it.

I just wanted to say that the community is here to check up on you, and we're always here to listen and support you because we care about you

Sending hugs