im nothing (tw - death)

toffuna101

I should be dead I really should be
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I was born a miracle baby because I managed to survive my birth. I'm better off dead or to not exist at all.
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I mean she could do things, she could draw and she can make things.
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I look at my past self. She was so much more productive than my current self. I feel so useless and weak.
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And I just do nothing, I can't do anything.
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I can't cook, I can't clean, I can't even wash myself without help due to my cerebral palsy.
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No I can't, no I can't I'm nothing
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I'm not important to anyone. When I die I'll have no signficance to the world and I'll eventually be forgotten.
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the reason why i put this in creative corner is because the lines i put are extracted from a deleted scene in a show/series. feel free to move it to another section if its appropriate.

Sian321

Hi @toffuna101 , thank you for sharing this post. Some really powerful and strongly felt words here. What did these parts of the TV show bring up for you?

We're here and we're listening.

toffuna101

Sian321 wrote: »

Hi @toffuna101 , thank you for sharing this post. Some really powerful and strongly felt words here. What did these parts of the TV show bring up for you?

We're here and we're listening.

i didn't really watch the TV show, i just got it from a scene