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Working is so hard...
TBQ_9
Posts: 2 Newbie
in Work & Study
SORRY GUYS, THIS IS A LONG ONE!!
I'm 19, so right now everyone expects me to be at uni or working full time. I did consider uni last year, but decided I just couldn't do it at the time. It was only gonna be my hometown uni so staying local, but I just wasn't ready. I am considering The Open University (online) this year because I love learning and could still be in the comfort of my surroundings and can plan my schedule for me. But then how do I keep myself afloat? How do I make money?
My mum isn't able to help financially as much as I would need. I'm currently on Universal Credit, but the constant nagging to get a job and look for a job and to do better doesn't help my mental health at all. I was also referred to another organisation by UC who "help" with employment, but it's pretty much the same thing - nagging and no help or understanding. I would say I'm on the borderline of agoraphobia. Struggling to leave the house, becoming axious about being out and about, anxious about using public transport. I am diagnosed with ASD, but also believe I do have BPD (borderline personality disorder) and the depression and anxiety is just very obvious.
I've had a couple jobs before, each a couple months here and there, but I just can't find what I want to do. I love kids, but working with them is always going to be full-time and long, demanding hours, and I quite frequently end up in a burn-out and just can't get up and leave the house. I did work at Dunelm for a couple months at the end of last year, but was given a compromise to leave or I would be fired due to absences because of my mental health. That job I did quite enjoy, although it's a bigger store, I would only do delivery, which was quite satisfying to put away and organise things, or I was on tills, obviously having to interact with people, but I could handle it. It was a routine that I had mastered and could just focus one thing at a time.
I have just got a job at Lovisa (jewellery store) and it is a small shop, but there are so many things that just bug me that I can't do anything about. It will be things like the layout of the store or how things are handled. But I'm giving myself 2 whole months until the end of August and if I don't like it I'm going to leave because then I'll be getting to the point of starting the Open Uni.
Of course I'm still going to try and find what I want to do, but truthfully I've been struggling for so long that I never planned to be here this long, and now that I am I have no clue how to navigate life. Just because I'm technically an adult I still need help.
Again, sorry for long message. Any replies are greatly appreciated xxxxx
I'm 19, so right now everyone expects me to be at uni or working full time. I did consider uni last year, but decided I just couldn't do it at the time. It was only gonna be my hometown uni so staying local, but I just wasn't ready. I am considering The Open University (online) this year because I love learning and could still be in the comfort of my surroundings and can plan my schedule for me. But then how do I keep myself afloat? How do I make money?
My mum isn't able to help financially as much as I would need. I'm currently on Universal Credit, but the constant nagging to get a job and look for a job and to do better doesn't help my mental health at all. I was also referred to another organisation by UC who "help" with employment, but it's pretty much the same thing - nagging and no help or understanding. I would say I'm on the borderline of agoraphobia. Struggling to leave the house, becoming axious about being out and about, anxious about using public transport. I am diagnosed with ASD, but also believe I do have BPD (borderline personality disorder) and the depression and anxiety is just very obvious.
I've had a couple jobs before, each a couple months here and there, but I just can't find what I want to do. I love kids, but working with them is always going to be full-time and long, demanding hours, and I quite frequently end up in a burn-out and just can't get up and leave the house. I did work at Dunelm for a couple months at the end of last year, but was given a compromise to leave or I would be fired due to absences because of my mental health. That job I did quite enjoy, although it's a bigger store, I would only do delivery, which was quite satisfying to put away and organise things, or I was on tills, obviously having to interact with people, but I could handle it. It was a routine that I had mastered and could just focus one thing at a time.
I have just got a job at Lovisa (jewellery store) and it is a small shop, but there are so many things that just bug me that I can't do anything about. It will be things like the layout of the store or how things are handled. But I'm giving myself 2 whole months until the end of August and if I don't like it I'm going to leave because then I'll be getting to the point of starting the Open Uni.
Of course I'm still going to try and find what I want to do, but truthfully I've been struggling for so long that I never planned to be here this long, and now that I am I have no clue how to navigate life. Just because I'm technically an adult I still need help.
Again, sorry for long message. Any replies are greatly appreciated xxxxx
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