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(TW suicidal thoughts) having photos taken of me makes me depressed af

bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 367 Listening Ear
edited June 6 in Health & Wellbeing
Any time I see a horrible photo of myself, I fucking crumble.

I wish my parents never gave birth to me because I am fucking hideous. I look disgusting.

I can’t kill myself this or next week because my brother has a work exam, and I don’t want to ruin it. But good god, I just wanna fucking kill myself. I hate being stuck with this fucked up face of mine. I just wish I could change it so badly
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  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 325 The Mix Regular
    Hey there!

    Thanks for reaching out, we've sent you a DM to follow up and chat a bit more about all of this!
  • Sian321Sian321 Community Manager Posts: 2,531 Boards Guru
    Hey @bignosegirly0 , just dropping in to say it sounds like you might be going through an extremely hard time and feeling a lot of self-blame and criticism right now.

    I hear your frustration and anger. It sounds like a real despair.

    We're here for you if you'd like to talk more! How are you keeping safe right now?
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 367 Listening Ear
    @Sian321 hiya, I would keep myself safe by sort of finding an outlet for my emotions. I would create therapy art to express how I feel.
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