(TW suicidal thoughts) having photos taken of me makes me depressed af

bignosegirly0

Any time I see a horrible photo of myself, I fucking crumble.

I wish my parents never gave birth to me because I am fucking hideous. I look disgusting.

I can’t kill myself this or next week because my brother has a work exam, and I don’t want to ruin it. But good god, I just wanna fucking kill myself. I hate being stuck with this fucked up face of mine. I just wish I could change it so badly

Leyla

Hey there!

Thanks for reaching out, we've sent you a DM to follow up and chat a bit more about all of this!

Sian321

Hey @bignosegirly0 , just dropping in to say it sounds like you might be going through an extremely hard time and feeling a lot of self-blame and criticism right now.

I hear your frustration and anger. It sounds like a real despair.

We're here for you if you'd like to talk more! How are you keeping safe right now?

bignosegirly0

@Sian321 hiya, I would keep myself safe by sort of finding an outlet for my emotions. I would create therapy art to express how I feel.