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ellie2000

I'm gd with mum, but wen stuff is goin on in the present, why do we think of gd things in the past n y can't we revisit those moments

ellie2000

Soz about posting this twice 😀

Claire28

Hi @ellie2000 don’t worry about posting twice. I’m glad to hear you are okay and with your mum.

It sounds like you are thinking about a lot right now including why you can’t go back to the past. What kind of good things do you think about?

We’re here to listen.

ellie2000

@Claire28 I think about wen ppl were nice to me n school trips, and parties I used to attend.
I lost tht now, management want to run a prison, he was a prison officer at one point, then he had acouple places shut down which was in care.
One of the care places was a bad cqc rating and the second was one of his tenants missed meds n flittered away. N now we're stuck with him n I notice their failings and there is two sides to the staff. Those who hav training, wen the previous manager was in. N the not so gd staff wen the new management stepped in. I get woken up at night n feel uneasy. N the staff I have to point them where to go coz I notice things tht they could b doin wrong coz I experienced unprofessionalism b4.
Why am I like this?

ellie2000

It all went downhill wen I left Gloucestershire it was fine until then