Healing

Summerjune15

I am so ready to just leave my past in the past and become a new healed version of myself but I have no clue how to start this healing journey does anyone know where I can start thank you❤️

Rose113

Defo self care and learning to put your first is the start to recovery 💕

Proud of you and you’ve got this

eylah

you got this beautiful! i believe in you! so so proud of everything you do for yourself keep going ❤️

Summerjune15

@Rose113 thank you❤️

Summerjune15

@eylah Thankyou gorgeous❤️

eylah

Summerjune15 wrote: »

@eylah Thankyou gorgeous❤️

always! im here for you no matter what ❤️

Sian321

Hey @Summerjune15 , I just wanted to jump on here to say that your post feels so beautiful - the fact that you're wanting to begin this healing journey for yourself, and reaching out for support. And at the same time, it is so valid to not know where to begin with healing. We're here for you

The first thing that came to my mind when I read your post was a feeling of curiosity about what you might need to leave the past in the past. For example, what would leaving the past behind look like? Are there any past events or situations that you're craving closure around? (No pressure to share here, just an invite to reflection!) Are there any feelings about the past that are still unexpressed which deserve your recognition?

I would also love to hear, when you envision your most healed self, what do you see? How does she feel day-to-day? What is bringing her happiness? What do her relationships look like, and her day-to-day routine? I wonder whether you could allow yourself to do some 'blue-skies-thinking' here, letting yourself dream

I know this is a lot of questions and I don't necessarily mean for you to feel pressured to reply here! I just felt very inspired by your post and wanted to offer some reflections! Sending hugs, @Summerjune15

Summerjune15

Hey @Sian321 thank you and I just need to get over the trauma I’ve been through I just want to leave the life I have now and start a new one chuck all the broken relationships I have with my family (because they don’t believe I was abused by my boyfriend and haven’t helped me with the trauma at all) and just want to leave them behind and visit them but houses are so expensive it’s not like I can move out I might be going to supported living when I am 18 I haven’t thought about it yet it sounds amazing but terrifying at the same time and the new healed version of me just wouldn’t feel broken and a complete mess anymore I will have healthy friendships (which I do now anyway I love my friends to death I don’t know where I would be without them) I can’t wait for my future I will be healed I will have the job I love I will be able to drive (actually can’t wait to drive just to drive to car parks and watch the sunset / rise with hot chocolate and blankets the best thing to do ever😂) I can’t wait to take my nephew on day trips out I can’t wait to own my house and I want a child when I’m older but I need to be 100% healed before any man comes into my life I can’t risk going through what I’ve been through all over again but thank you❤️