Another disability day

Lucy_21

All my life things have been different because of my disabilities and as a kid this hardly bothered me but as I get older I'm noticing more and more how different I am. It gets to me more now and on the days I'm struggling mentally physically or emotionally with it I call them disability days. Today is one of them (mentally thankfully) but I always feel guilty for feeling this way as I was revived three times as a baby and was suppose to be completely dependant like no talking moving on my own nothing so feel like I'm too lucky to feel like this but that just makes me feel worse. I'm only posting it because it's usually one off day every so often but I've been like this for solid weeks now