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Hate myself
Rose113
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I don’t want to go into it and share fully what happened but I spiralled last night, it all got a tad too much 
I hate that this pain is here and that it always will be it’s horrible
I hate that this pain is here and that it always will be it’s horrible Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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I’m Claire, nice to ‘ meet’ you 😊 I’m helping out on community over the next couple of months so you’ll see me pop up on the boards and chats.
You’ve done really well to reach out when it all got a bit too much. I can hear that you’re having to deal with so much with pain that is always going to be there. We’re all here for you. There’s no pressure at all to share things you don’t want to go into.
How have you been taking care of yourself over the last few days?
Take care and speak soon.
Thank you, been rotting in bed, supposedly doing coursework but mainly procrastination 😂