Heartbreak 💔 -poem

Rose113

I don’t know if I’ve ever posted this poem before that I wrote and I looked on my account and I still can’t see any signs of it so I’ll just post it here
You were the first person I’d talk to
You were also the last I’d talk to before bed
The first to come to mind when I had an achievement
I desired to make you proud
The first to know
You new my darkest secrets
My darkest thoughts

Who new it would take a sour turn
I never made you proud did I?
You just saw me as a disappointment
A disgrace
The inner child inside me
About to be hurt again
You were my family
You were my friend
But now your just another to the list

You said you’d prove to me that I could trust
Was that a lie?
Did you back out
Did you decide that I was useless
That I was worthless
That I was a waste of time
What did I do?

A sour turn from a sweet time
Now just memories of pain
I still cry
I always will
I just wanted you to be proud of me
I didn’t see it coming
You hid it miles away
But you really broke me this time

I just cry
I cry when I remember your name
I cry when I remember the past with you in
I wish I could erase it
What I would do to erase you
I don’t forgive you
But part of me wants to say it’s okay
It’s okay that you hurt me
But it’s not is it
You shattered me in so many ways

Why…just why 💔

Aoife

You've got such a talent for writing @Rose113. Thank you for sharing with us all

sinead276

what a beautiful poem @Rose113 - like Aoife said, you've got a real talent