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Glad you find it funny. Tw attempt, swearing
Chloe234
Community Champion Posts: 3,669 Community Veteran
Before this is read I am safe. Its about my sister joking about my attempt from February and it's just made me frustrated. This is what I wish I could say to her.
I'm glad you get a fucking laugh out of it.
I'm glad you find it funny.
I'm glad you get joy over the fact I tried to end it.
You don't get what it was like for me.
You don't get how it feels waking up some days wishing I hadn't.
You don't get how hard it is to get through a day.
But atleast you can joke about it right?
But atleast you can remind me of it so fucking much.
But atleast you don't have to go through the pain I have to go through.
You don't get what it's like.
You sit over there all smug after your jokes.
Its petty
It's childish
It's insensitive
But it's okay it's not about you.
I'm always in the wrong yet it's okay for you to always joke about attempting being "my thing"
You don't have to fucking sit there with the pain.
So wipe that smile off your face
You're not cool.
You're sick.
You shouldn't joke about something so real just because you didn't live it.
You're my fucking sister.
You're my sister.
You don't ger what it's like.
You should be there for me.
Not there to make fun of me.
I'm glad you find it funny.
I'm glad you get a fucking laugh out of it.
I'm glad you find it funny.
I'm glad you get joy over the fact I tried to end it.
You don't get what it was like for me.
You don't get how it feels waking up some days wishing I hadn't.
You don't get how hard it is to get through a day.
But atleast you can joke about it right?
But atleast you can remind me of it so fucking much.
But atleast you don't have to go through the pain I have to go through.
You don't get what it's like.
You sit over there all smug after your jokes.
Its petty
It's childish
It's insensitive
But it's okay it's not about you.
I'm always in the wrong yet it's okay for you to always joke about attempting being "my thing"
You don't have to fucking sit there with the pain.
So wipe that smile off your face
You're not cool.
You're sick.
You shouldn't joke about something so real just because you didn't live it.
You're my fucking sister.
You're my sister.
You don't ger what it's like.
You should be there for me.
Not there to make fun of me.
I'm glad you find it funny.
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Unfortunately in the household I live in I wouldn't be able to say it directly to my sister as it'd stir up a lot and it wouldn't end well at all. It just hurts she feels it's okay to joke about it. She called me attention seeking ages ago for it and now she keeps making sly little jokes and it's doing my head in. I just wish I could get away from her but I can't because I live with her.