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Why now, why today

Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,605 Community Veteran
in Health & Wellbeing
Tried to close my eyes to go sleep but I heared mum, not my current, my birth mum. I don’t know how, I don’t know why, she was trying to talk to me
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

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  • issieissie Discussion Boards Moderator Posts: 63 Boards Initiate
    Hey @Rose113 <3

    This sounds really distressing, especially when you're trying to unwind. How did it make you feel? And do you have any idea what might have triggered it?
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,605 Community Veteran
    Hey @issie

    Ended up having a panic attack over it :,) I don’t know hearing her happened so sudden
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • issieissie Discussion Boards Moderator Posts: 63 Boards Initiate
    Hey @Rose113,

    I'm so sorry to hear that - panic attacks are truly horrible! Do you have any methods to help regulate them?

    How are you feeling this morning? <3
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,605 Community Veteran
    @issie had to just let it pass on its own but there’s someone on TikTok who goes live around 10:30 (she’s a mental health advocate) and stays on live till pretty much everyone goes to bed so that helped.

    I’m feeling a bit better this morning thank you <3
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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