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I don’t understand

Mums just got back home n I was about to go for a shower n then she said that I can’t and to have one when she’s out and then she said she was getting smth to eat so i don’t get why I cant go for a shower now…
I’ve been cleaning bins all day and feel so disgusting and just want to get clean
I’ve been cleaning bins all day and feel so disgusting and just want to get clean

Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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I understand how you feel. Especially after handling that, you may feel like you are unclean. Was there a reason why she said you could not have one?