I shouldn’t of been born

Rose113

I shouldn’t have been born, I’m annoying and useless. I’ve always been unwanted, never been loved by anyone, never had a loving family. Starting to think I’m the reason that my life is just shit. Maybe if no one had new me then no one would have had to suffer. I’m just a curse to the world and everyone 💔

I should just be locked away in a prison for being born and for being the useless shitty person that I am

Gemma

Hey @Rose113, I'm really sorry you're feeling this way, but we're glad you reached out. It sounds like you're going through an incredibly tough time and I want you to know that your feelings are valid, even if they're really painful right now.

I can't pretend to know exactly what you're experiencing, but I do want to remind you that everyone has worth, even if it's hard to see it in ourselves sometimes. The fact that you're here, sharing how you feel, shows strength and a desire for things to be different. What you're feeling doesn't define who you are, and it doesn't mean you're a burden or that you're deserving of punishment.

Sometimes when we're in a dark place, it's hard to see any light or believe that things can change. But even the fact that you're expressing these thoughts means there's a part of you that still hopes for something better. You mention that you've never had a loving family which is so difficult to hear. Have you been able to talk to anyone else about how you're feeling?

Remember that you can always reach out to these services below if you need someone to talk to:

Crisis Messenger (24/7) | text THEMIX to 85258
Samartians (24/7) | call 116 123 | email jo@samaritans.org
Papyrus (2pm-midnight) | call 0800 068 41 41 | text 07786 209 697 | email pat@payrus-uk.org
Supportline (hours vary) | call 01708 765 200
Childline | call 0800 11 11

Rose113

thank you @Gemma no i dont have anyone to talk to

amy02

Remember we are always here for you to talk to @Rose113 . All of us here care about you and value you so much How's today been for you?

Rose113

Todays been kinda meh @amy02