i'm so tired of life

kawtharjoudi12

i'm back again haven't been arrested or even tried to do anything or end up in hospital the reason I decided to write again is that ok how to put it . 1. no social worker yet . 2 been discharged from the mh team 3 . college starts next week . 4. i got bullied so so so much this week and nothing good happened yet. 5. i do not feel any proud of myself for saying this but i chickened out and ended up changing my appointment for my wisdom teeth removal and lastly 6. idk how to live without my mh team no medication and ok so my bff moved away to libya idk how to live anymore i have no idea how to live anymore. also since i changed my appointment now idk what to do anymore how will i even survive college you guys tell me . I have ADHD AUTISM BIPOLAR BPD BULLIMIA no medication or a mh team idk what to do anymore i'm sorry .

Aoife

You're doing really well opening up about what you're going through @kawtharjoudi12. We're all here to support you

We can really hear how much you're going through right now. Being discharged from the mental health team is one of the hardest things to go through and I can't imagine how hard that's feeling on top of starting collage next week, your bff moving away and experiencing extreme bullying too. I can really hear how alone you're feeling and how much you're needing support to help you through all of this.

You mentioned you don't have a social worker yet, is that something that could be happening soon for you? I'm also wondering how you would feel about speaking to your GP to see if there's anything more they could do to help you or put any referrals in for support?

I've found a couple places below that you may like to look into. Keep reaching out for support and remember you're not alone.

Hub of Hope is a directory of local mental health services in the UK and you can search for support and services in your local area.

Ambitious about Autism is a national charity for children and young people with autism. They have a range of information and support on their website, as well as an online forum where you can discuss anything about autism with others.

There’s an organisation called Beat which offers support and information for people affected by eating disorders, including anorexia and bulimia. Their helpline can be reached on 0808 801 0677, or their Youthline on 0808 801 0711. They also have a webchat and email service available too. For more information, you can visit their website on www.beateatingdisorders.org.uk.

You also mentioned there you're not sure how to live anymore. If you are feeling unsafe or feel you need urgent support, these services are also available to reach out to. Remember you don't have to struggle alone when you're feeling this way

* If you need urgent help or have any concerns for your health or safety, the quickest way to get help is to call 999 or go to your nearest A&E. 
*Crisis Messenger - Our crisis messenger text service provides free, 24/7 crisis support across the UK. If you’re aged 25 or under, and are experiencing any painful emotion or are in crisis, you can text THEMIX to 85258.
* Papyrus - If you are having thoughts of suicide, you can contact HOPELINEUK for confidential support and practical advice. You can call them on 0800 068 4141 or text them on 07786209697.
* Samaritans are reachable by phone and email 24/7. Whatever you're going through, you can call them any time, from any phone on 116 123.

How do these services sound to you?

Keep us updated with how you're feeling, we're all here for you.