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dealing with suicidal thoughts

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Do you currently have access to mental health services? If not, there are services available. There's also crisis support from the Samaritans and calling 999/ going to A&E is also an option if you feel like you're in danger of hurting yourself. I know you may think they're not worth a try, but they're there for a reason.
I know how hard it is to battle these thoughts, but you'll never know what could happen in the future. I think it's worth sticking around to see the day when things do get better. It's such a cliche saying, but it is really true. It may take a while, and it might be hard work, but it can happen.
How are you feeling today? I hope you're okay, and I'm so proud of you for speaking about this to us all
More generally, there are services out there setup specifically to support people in crisis, and that's support you absolutely deserve. If you do decide to give it a shot, here are some details to save you a few clicks:
As @kimberley1907 said, how are you holding up? Did you end up contacting someone last night?
You're doing a great thing to open up, and I hope you find what you need to keep going. There are better days ahead, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. One step at a time.
A couple of mod notes:
I also deleted your post as it was a little too heavy to share in a group space like the community. It's important you have a space to talk in an unfiltered way, and these are things you can share with 1-2-1 crisis services that don't have the kind of guidelines we have in place. As a general rule, it's okay to talk about suicidal thoughts, but if you're thinking of acting on them or you're in crisis mode, it's more productive for you and safer for the community if you contact specialist crisis support.
Drop @TheMix a PM if you have any questions about this and we'll be happy to help.