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TW Just not doing good tonight

DistractionDistraction NoobScotlandPosts: 303 The Mix Regular
In a dark corner tonight, not pitch black but it's dark, nothing new has happened that I can't deal with just getting tired of saying no
lovemimoonLorryTruck

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  • _Tech_Addict_Girl_Tech_Addict_Girl Posts: 1,102 Wise Owl
    We are here if you want to talk about it ❤️
  • lovemimoonlovemimoon 🦋 Posts: 1,752 Extreme Poster
    I agree with @_Tech_Addict_Girl
    Pop by any time if you need someone to talk to.

    Some of us are night owls here so you're never short of company. :3<3
    _Tech_Addict_Girl
  • DistractionDistraction Noob ScotlandPosts: 303 The Mix Regular
    Thanks @_Tech_Addict_Girl and @lovemimoon

    That just got really scary last night, I didn't know what else to do but come here
    lovemimoon
  • lovemimoonlovemimoon 🦋 Posts: 1,752 Extreme Poster
    No worries!

    How are you feeling?
  • independent_independent_ Resident Coffee Addict ScotlandPosts: 6,885 Master Poster
    I’m glad you came here, we’re always here for you.

    How are you feeling this morning? Night time can be especially hard sometimes
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
    lovemimoon
  • DistractionDistraction Noob ScotlandPosts: 303 The Mix Regular
    Better, it's still hanging around but just not going to think about it, I normally go for a run in the morning but I haven't been the past four days or so, I'm just falling away from everything, I'm not going to be able to finish college and thats going to course arguments and disappointments but I honestly don't need to for what I want to do, I just want to go away, sort myself out and come back and be something they're proud of, theres always a lot of anger in this house and it's just difficult to not let it out on yourself, I've gotten it down to once a year ish but if I don't do it when I need to my mind stays foggy and I feel distracted, I feel stronger after I've done it but I know it's not the answer and it's just eating me up, coping techniques aren't a thing anymore, drawings or poems normally help but I'm just getting frustrated because they are't coming out the way I picture them, I'm not happy anymore, I feel like the fun me has be sucked out, mostly because of my step mums anger issues and having to tip toe around her for the past ten years, I don't have many friends but I have one or two good ones and I just feel like a tag along these days, I'm worried incase they leave me behind because they think I'm being difficult and moody, I'm not always we do have fun together sometimes it's just hard to let everything go and be able to be me again because I can't be me around people often, I have to watch what I say and second guess everything, I'm so tired and exhausted and my head is full and I don't really know what to do anymore @independent_ @lovemimoon
    lovemimoonLorryTruck
  • LorryTruckLorryTruck Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) EnglandPosts: 2,114 Boards Champion
    Hey @Distraction

    You said that drawings and poems aren't working for you anymore. I understand what you mean by that, sometimes the songs I write just aren't working or expressing what I'm feeling. My suggestion would be to write it all out in one massive paragraph. Just absolutely everything, doesn't matter if the things you write don't make sense next to eachother. I find that helps me when nothing else does. Just a suggestion, might not be something you want to do.

    Sending hugs your way <3
    I know you've heard this before, but you've got to be strong now...
    Distractionlovemimoon
  • _Tech_Addict_Girl_Tech_Addict_Girl Posts: 1,102 Wise Owl
    @Distraction im a night owl so I’ll be on if you need to talk❤️
  • DistractionDistraction Noob ScotlandPosts: 303 The Mix Regular
    Thank you @LorryTruck thats a great suggestion, I'll give it a wee go <3 I'm sorry you also find it tough sometimes, sending hugs to yo you
    LorryTruck
  • DistractionDistraction Noob ScotlandPosts: 303 The Mix Regular
    Thank you @_Tech_Addict_Girl it's nice to know someones up with you <3 hope you're ok tho
  • _Tech_Addict_Girl_Tech_Addict_Girl Posts: 1,102 Wise Owl
    @Distraction yes I’m ok ❤️
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