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TW: feelings
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. i asked a couple of ppl if they could r_p_ me till death but they sed no, why? i cant self harm.
Crazy mad insane
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Have you opened up to any healthcare professionals about this? It sounds like you could possibly benefit from some sort of counselling to help you with these feelings.
That does sound like you didn't have the best experience and you didn't really benefit from it. Have you tried going through your GP or possibly some community mental health services near you?
Hey love! I haven’t read any of your previous posts but I hope you’re all okay. I hear you haven’t had the best experience with mental health services but I can assure you that they aren’t all like that. I honestly think you should try and get help for these thoughts you are feeling.
I understand how hard it can be to ignore intense self-harm urges. It can be terrifying what we are capable of doing to ourselves, and how hard it is to avoid these dark thoughts. It consumes your mind. But we are all here for you!
Would you like to talk more about your post? Perhaps explaining further can help us get a better idea of what’s going through your mind at the moment. By understanding your thoughts we can help them, so we should start with why you are thinking this...
Why is being ‘raped to death’ your alternative to self-harm?
There are many alternatives, healthy and unhealthy ones - and each have their reason/purpose. Why is this your personal alternative??
i nver fought back coz i was 9 n they were older. ppl who was supposed to be in a position of trust hurt me too. after i got sexually assaulted everything went downhill, i was going to tell the police but the police got ahold of me tht same year coz someone tht was assigned to work with me showed me wrong stuff on the net, i didnt get told tht im free so it was open ended, the officers resigned and i didnt get answers i was looking 4. they destroyed me aswell as the ppl looking after me at the time.
carer abuse started 2007-2015, sexual assualt 21 april 20?? and the police was october 2010 to july 2013 . to this day im struggling. FML