help (tw: suicidal feelings)

ellie2000

where else can i get help, wen i don't get help i feel suicidal, is it worth speaking to anna.c to give it a boost, i wish i had died tht nite i got rpd

Past User

Hey Ellie big hugs. We’re always here if you ever need anything. Reaching out for support is a good idea and well done for reaching out here. 

Remember if you need immediate support  the mix cricis line is always there.  Big hugs sorry I can’t say more but always happy to listen  

Former Member

Good job on reaching out for support and sharing how you are feeling @ellie2000. Are you looking for other places to get help? Where do you get help currently? Do you feel it is working?

I've also gone ahead and added a trigger warning to your post title.

independent_

Sending big hugs Ellie. It sounds like you’re feeling really low at the moment. We’re always here to listen  

Former Member

Hope you're doing okay @ellie2000 it sounds like you're going through a rough time. 

You've done so well speaking to us and reaching out for help on here. I think it could be worth getting additional support if possible! 

I know that nightust have been absolutely horrible, I can't even imagine how it was for you, but what I do know is I'm glad you didn't die, because you deserve to live a happy life

ellie2000

i think boring and horrible stuff like preserved roses, boring stuff 'trolleys' haha. i stopped thinking bout kittens and rainbows

Siena

I understand that feeling. Sometimes I wish he killed Me  instead. But you have over come a very horrible trauma which makes you very strong. 

Who have you seeked help from in the past?  Who is Anna.c?  We are always here for you x

ellie2000

youtube therapist, i got help from: mind, relate(chickened out on tht 1), wellbeing centre 40 sessions. now tht it stopped ppl assume tht im hunky dory. wats a self referal?