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help (tw: suicidal feelings)

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,387 Community Veteran
edited January 2021 in Health & Wellbeing
where else can i get help, wen i don't get help i feel suicidal, is it worth speaking to anna.c to give it a boost, i wish i had died tht nite i got rpd
Crazy mad insane
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    Hey Ellie big hugs. We’re always here if you ever need anything. Reaching out for support is a good idea and well done for reaching out here. 

    Remember if you need immediate support  the mix cricis line is always there.  Big hugs sorry I can’t say more but always happy to listen <3  
  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 343 The Mix Regular
    Good job on reaching out for support and sharing how you are feeling @ellie2000. Are you looking for other places to get help? Where do you get help currently? Do you feel it is working?

    I've also gone ahead and added a trigger warning to your post title.

  • independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 9,047 Supreme Poster
    Sending big hugs Ellie. It sounds like you’re feeling really low at the moment. We’re always here to listen <3 
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • Former MemberFormer Member Obnoxiously Large Anchor Posts: 1,201 Wise Owl
    Hope you're doing okay @ellie2000 it sounds like you're going through a rough time. 

    You've done so well speaking to us and reaching out for help on here. I think it could be worth getting additional support if possible! 

    I know that nightust have been absolutely horrible, I can't even imagine how it was for you, but what I do know is I'm glad you didn't die, because you deserve to live a happy life <3
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,387 Community Veteran
    edited January 2021
    i think boring and horrible stuff like preserved roses, boring stuff 'trolleys' haha. i stopped thinking bout kittens and rainbows
    Crazy mad insane
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,681 Skive's The Limit
    edited January 2021
    I understand that feeling. Sometimes I wish he killed Me  instead. But you have over come a very horrible trauma which makes you very strong. 
    Who have you seeked help from in the past?  Who is Anna.c?  We are always here for you x
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,387 Community Veteran
    youtube therapist, i got help from: mind, relate(chickened out on tht 1), wellbeing centre 40 sessions. now tht it stopped ppl assume tht im hunky dory. wats a self referal?
    Crazy mad insane
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