I guess I am back ❤️

Former Member

Hi guys as you can read from the title I am back on the boards as some of you know I was in a mad place and I got a bit angry so I had to take a little break from here because I didn’t want anyone to get hurt.
I have been so stressed lately with thinking that they might send me to school I had a email today saying this.

Hey Alina,

I am in school so you will be with me. I can honestly promise you Alina that you will be safe here. It is a lovely group, and we are all being tested so we know that we are all negative. Come in and try, I think it will help you get some kind of routine back.

And then I said this.

I understand what your saying that it is safe but I think if I’m in my house it will be more safer and I haven’t got to worry about caching anything and ending up in hospital even if it’s safe.

I appreciate that I have a space to go in but I would like someone else  to have my space.

I hope you understand 

Alina

This is just stressing me out now I am perfectly fine at home I know I get behind on work but now if I’m behind on work I will stay up until I done it all.
it’s not like I have a good sleep pattern anyway so I just do my work late and then send it off.
I feel like they are targeting me to come in for no reason when I do get my work done but it’s a bit of a delay.
when one person in my class hasn’t been to any zoom lesson except one lesson they should be targeting him not me😫
im just stressed 😔

Past User

Hey Alina,

It's great to see you back. I think it was a healthy decision to take a break from the boards if you felt a little angry, it's always good to protect the community like that I'm hoping you're feeling a wee bit better now?

Sounds like you're stressed about school. That's really frustrating. It looks like your teacher is certain that it's safe for you to come into school but you still have your doubts and would feel safer at home. I think that's fair enough.  What have your parents said about this? Do they think you should go to school or would they prefer you to study from home?

Sorry to hear how stressy this is making you feel and i'm sorry that you sometimes get behind on work. Perhaps you could set yourself up some kind of time table so that you can complete work on time and this will save you having to stay up to get it all completed? 

Hope things get sorted soon, we're here for you.

Former Member

@Liam Hey 
My mom said she will think about it because I said I’m up to date on work now so there is no reason why I should have to go in because I’m perfectly fine at home.
ive started writing down what I have to do now and ticking it off so I think I’m ok.
I appreciate every single one of you that are helping me ❤️

Past User

That sounds positive @Emoji246