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AnyaAnya Posts: 12 Settling in
edited January 2021 in Health & Wellbeing
I had to flee from a family member a few months ago because of domestic abuse and I cant get in touch with any of my other family because things would get back to her so I've had to cut of all my family I have. So Christmas and nye has been the first on my own. I had a breakdown well I've had multiple breakdowns but at 00:01 I had another big breakdown because of how another year is here, another year I dont want to live, I got 20mins into 2021 until self harming. Hearing the evil spirits telling me to kill myself, writing it on my skin and on walls only way I can stop them temporary is to harm myself
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    Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    edited January 2021
    Hey Anya I’m really sorry to hear that, things sound extremely  tough. I don’t have any advice I just wanted to say we’re All here for you. 
    Have you been able to talk to a gp or someone you trust about the self harm. You shouldn’t have to deal with everything  on your own.  Big hugs. I’m always happy to listen if you ever need someone to talk to. 
    Sorry if this sounded rude. Always here if you need anything .  <3
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,533 Skive's The Limit
    Hey. 

    I’m so sorry you’re struggling so bad with new year. It can be a time or reflection and looking to the new year.
     I guess all we can do is take one day at a time. And be kind you our selves <3

     it’s good  that you take back control even if that does mean self harming. Just make sure you stay safe when you self harm. 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    _Tech_Addict_Girl_Tech_Addict_Girl Posts: 1,489 Wise Owl
    @Anya Hi I’m sorry you are having a hard time if you ever want to talk just drop me a message 💗
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    SciFi_456SciFi_456 Posts: 131 The Mix Convert
    @Anya

    Hi Anya I'm really sorry that you're going through this. If you want to talk about anything, direct message me We're all here for you if you need a chat. 

    -Liam ❤️
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,533 Skive's The Limit
    Heya @Anya
    That sounds like an awful lot of things going on for you right now so I just want to say I hope you can give time to self care <3. 

    New Years is an awful time please take one day at a time and remember you’re doing your best!

    how are things doing at the moment?
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Anch0r33Anch0r33 Posts: 1,201 Wise Owl
    Hi @Anya I've got some experience with estrangement. If you're at uni or college it's worth reaching out to them and letting them know. They can provide you with some relevant support. 

    I'm not fully estranged, I have contact with my family but I don't live with any of them and some of the relationships are tough. That's not my fault and it's not your fault with your family.  
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