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TW- Suicidal thoughts

dancertoridancertori Posts: 127 The Mix Convert
in Health & Wellbeing
So it's no secret that I've suffered from suicidal thoughts, theese have happend most of my life, and yes at times I've given in to them and tried to take my own life (many many times) and to be fair I thought I'd been to rock bottom, but right now, I'm the worst I've been. Its It's taking every inch of my energy just to not give in to the thoughts, and the voices. Even my psychiatric specialists don't know how to help me, I'm beyond being helped. Nothing helps me. I'm honestly close to giving in to it. I don't know where else I can go for support I just want everything to stop 

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 77 Budding Regular
    Hey @dancertori . Just wanted to send you hugs and love. I'm sorry things are hard right now. You're doing so well by not giving in though and we're all so proud of you for hanging in there and keeping yourself safe. Is there anyone you can go be with, even just for a short time tonight, to help things feel safer? Alternately, movie and hot choc in bed with teddy is the safest place I can ever think of. 

    I know things are hard right now, but I promise you that doesn't mean they won't ever get better. Take it a day at a time for now. We're all here for you if you want to talk about anything. Sending love and strength your way.x
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,681 Skive's The Limit
    edited April 2020
    I'm so sorry you feel this way. I dont want to say things that you may of already heard before but it's because it is true our minds lie, depression lies and tell us we have no hope. When really no matter how bad you're feeling, how bad things have got there is help and Support out there. It can take awhile but you deserve to be alive and help. There is always someone to listen and someone who understands how you may feel. You're never alone in it and we are here for you. I believe in you and your strength xxxx
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • dancertoridancertori Posts: 127 The Mix Convert
    Im done with life, honestly cant cope with everything
  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 343 The Mix Regular
    Hi @dancertori just checking in to see how you are doing right now?

    Just a reminder if you feel you are in any danger you can reach out to the Samaritans on 116 123 and The Mix also has a range of services if you want to reach out and speak to the team


  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 660 Incredible Poster
    Hey @dancertori well done for reaching out, it sounds like things are really tough for you at the moment but we are here to support you.  <3

    You mentioned that currently you feel at the worst you have been, which I imagine must be quite difficult to be going through. I just wanted to say that the fact that you are fighting so hard to not give into the thoughts and voices shows how much strength you have.  <3

    I'll pop some crisis resources in the spoiler below, you can contact them if you feel you are unable to cope, or just if you need someone more 1-2-1 to speak too. 

    - Crisis Messenger are contactable by text, 24/7. You can text 'THEMIX' to 85258 if you are feeling in crisis.

    - Samaritans are available 24/7 to talk about anything that you are worried about in confidence. You can call them on 116 123.

    - Papyrus - offer non-judgemental support, advice and information to young people. You can call them at 0800 068 4141. They are open Mon-Fri 10am-10pm and 2-10pm on weekends.

    - Mind - have a list of crisis houses and sanctuaries that offer short-term support that you might like to try. You might also like to search for your local Mind to see what support is available in your area.

    - If you have any concerns for your health or safety, call 999


    I'm sorry you feel like you are beyond help, but there's always hope out there!. It can be tough when it feels like nothing is helping and sometimes it takes a bit of time to find out what does and doesn't work for us.

    At times it can be helpful to just "be", taking one day at a time and not putting any extra pressure on yourself. Have you got any techniques and strategies to help you to keep the thoughts at bay?  :)

    We are here for you, keep us updated!
  • dancertoridancertori Posts: 127 The Mix Convert
    @Jordan I'm still really struggling. thanks

    @Jade09 Thank you. and no not really, nothing really works for me.



    I feel so selfish for even considering suicide, being 16 weeks pregnant, wouldnt just be myself im killing, yet here i am still considering it
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,294 Community Veteran
    Meditation group. I know of 1 😊
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,294 Community Veteran
    Ones called: earth spirit but it's invitation only, 😞
    I'll let u no if I no more
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,294 Community Veteran
    Creative writing or art course mite help for distraction s, u could look into new leaf
    Crazy mad insane
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