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Bathing trigger

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
in Health & Wellbeing
I finished washing myself and I just relaxing in fell under water and breathed in wen I did I immediately sprung up above the water, coughing. Is tht how do itWen ur desperate? Breathing water in? But don't worry. Everything is ok

Ellie xxx
Crazy mad insane

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  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,687 Skive's The Limit
    What do you mean by "desperate"?
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 660 Incredible Poster
    Hey @ellie2000

    Do you want to talk more about whats going on for you?   <3
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    To b heard
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 343 The Mix Regular
    Hi @ellie2000 feel free to correct me if I’ve got anything wrong.  Are you desperate to be heard? If so, what do you feel like you are saying that nobody is listening too?

    hope you are okay! :)
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    Yes
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    Who cares 😫
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    We all care 😊 what's going on for you?  <3
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    It's coming up to the traumatic event anniversary, is it usual to feel 'sh**Ty every year this month. Nd I think/feel that the police r after me too. Because I looked at porn tht someone introduced me to tht same yr which got me in trouble, the person who did it was soppose to be in the care industry. He did a runner. I h8 police they didn't tell me tht I wasn't important to them anymore, so i feel stuck in tht 3yrs
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    Life has stopped still
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    I thought of msging the police officer say say to her she's a b*tch n a wh*re dog but I was recommended not to do tht
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,054 Wise Owl
    Hi @ellie2000

    Sounds like things are difficult for you at the moment, pleased you reached out. We hear you :heart:

    Instead of messaging that to the police officer, perhaps you could get your thoughts out here on the boards instead? :smile: This is a safe space for you to rant and be heard. 

    Do you have some ideas of how you might look after yourself coming up to the anniversary? Perhaps we could help you to think of some nice/fun things to do to distract yourself, if you like :heart:


  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,412 Community Veteran
    Wat dyu mean by look after myself? I got borderlands trilogy and various open world games, crash bandicoot xx
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    ellie2000 said:
    It's coming up to the traumatic event anniversary, is it usual to feel 'sh**Ty every year this month. Nd I think/feel that the police r after me too. Because I looked at porn tht someone introduced me to tht same yr which got me in trouble, the person who did it was soppose to be in the care industry. He did a runner. I h8 police they didn't tell me tht I wasn't important to them anymore, so i feel stuck in tht 3yrs
    yes, it is usual, I still struggle around the anniversary of my trauma... but this year is different, I plan to get baptized on the anniversary, its all about creating positive memories on that day, that's the biggest fuck you we can give them :)<3
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