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It's bad (trigger)

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
I wanna die :(
Crazy mad insane
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    really sorry you feel this way, here to talk if you need
  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    it's good that you have therapy on friday, means you have some support coming up which will help you go over how you've been feeling - I'm not sure, given I havent used shout yet, but I am going to look and think now, see if I can help you

  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I don't feel like the head stuff has ended. Ppl haven't apologized. I feel that they chickened Out. Once i get told stuff it sticks añd i go down in a spiral
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    N i still think about the sexual assault :(:(:(:(
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I self harmed b4
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    N i didn't feel better
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    Spiral is a good word to describe it, since we feel awful, and think terrible things in turn, which makes us even more depressed. It's a horrible cycle that you don't fix in one go. But just like the bad cycles, starting to think even one positive thing helps a lot. Here I have the image I was sent for shout.
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    How do ppl sleep without worrying about stuff
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    Strange to post on here though :s 
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    My therapy is nearly finished. Wat do i do
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    there is always more support available, have you told your therapist that you are worried about what happens when you run out of time?
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    Thanks, r ppl aware of wat ppl feel. Why do they say.     'youre lucky, there's ppl worse off than u'
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I haven't, should i tell a neighbor how i feel
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    that's something I often think that about myself and it's never helpful. What I've been through is awful, but there always different types of problems and everybody reacts differently and struggles differently. If you're somebody that can deal with things easily then great, but if you're not, you deserve the help you need to get through it. Anybody who says that is a fool a not worth listening to.
  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    some of the things I've had have been awful, but there will things you've gone through that I could never understand or compare to. If you're able, try to focus on yourself and getting the help you need -- you're doing well to be talking about your problems on here, it's brave.
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I'm losing interest in stuff, socializing, school, clubs tht i go to. I don't know if ppl think bad things of me or not
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    and sorry I missed the message, if you have a therapy session soon you should ask about what happens after you're finished, since you're worried about it.
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I don't see there's any good stuff now.
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    ask yourself how you tend to think of others - do you think bad things about the people you see and know? it's unlikely that others think of you differently, part of being in a low mood and bad cycle of thinking, is that we always think worse of ourselves than we do of others
  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    you said you enjoy playing games? what have been your favourites recently? and I could recommend some if you'd like
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    Everyone i hang with r bullies in the end
    I been playing: the metro games, long dark, rdr2 and far cry 5
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I also have a gog and steam
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    havent played long dark before, but I've finished all the others. The metro games are amazing, have you played the witcher 3 before? I recently finished another playthrough.
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    I haven't, i like first person shooter games best
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    Kholat is gd
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  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    then I'd recommend fallout new vegas ^^ very good story and world, a lot of things to do, a shooter and everything
  • Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    at the moment I'm really excited for borderlands 3 and cyberpunk 2077, looking forward to them a lot
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    If u download 'save edit' u can go to highest level on borderlands 2 and explode tht d34 robot thingy. 
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    Set the ammo and health to ,99999999 asw ell
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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,281 Community Veteran
    Level 60
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