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are you alive?

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
are you just alive or do you really think you're living?

and if you are 'living' your life, what is it that is making your life worth living?

and if you arent living your life, why???

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Half and half. I can't really explain, I'm kind of depressed. Sometimes I feel really vibrant, alive and connected, and other times I feel like I'm on the outside looking in, merely existing, going through the motions. I feel really happy when I'm in a certain place or with certain people. I think I feel depressed because I'm in a routine with college and everything. I think I just need to get of Bristol.

    Endeth the babbling..
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    no i agree. sometimes i feel like im really out there going for what i dream of, but other times i look at my life and think: its 9.50pm on a saturday night and im sitting on my computer thinking of things to think of.

    i need enthrawling conversation. i think im lacking in this at the moment.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Nah. My life is weird. I have a life on the Internet, but not much of a life outside of it. Oh well.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    moo.

    what do you do mr mist? job wise i mean???
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by badabing
    moo.

    what do you do mr mist? job wise i mean???

    Nothing as I was made redundant in feb and not got a new job yet. :| Oh well. will get one soon.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    bugger it whats the hurry?! the dole pays just as well :D:p
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by badabing
    bugger it whats the hurry?! the dole pays just as well :D:p

    Err.. No it doesn't. Well, not well enough anyway.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    well technically i wouldnt know anyway having never been on the dole :p
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I am just a puppet,
    or possibly a plastecine model.
    Nothing is real, I am just a part in a giant play controlled by someone else,
    God maybe
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    or maybe the big cheese? (i've heard his name is 'Brie')
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I attempted to end my living a few days ago so i'm a bit mishd up but i'd like to think i'm living! i think[hope] it'll be better once i've left school and can do my own thing a bit more:)
    xxx
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    everybody dies but not everybody lives

    so... am i alive? dont know. i have to give my life to ease the suffering that he gives for my sins. :(
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by TheShyBoyInTheCorner
    everybody dies but not everybody lives

    so... am i alive? dont know. i have to give my life to ease the suffering that he gives for my sins. :(

    you are alive, the question is whether or not you are living.
    and only you can answer that.
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