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My bf of a year and a half told me last night that in the summer he cheated on me on holiday. He said it was only kiss which i dont know weither i believe anyway but i dont know what to do.
Ive been crying my eyes out all night with him begging me to forgive him but im really confused about what to do so thought id come here.
I love him and dont want to split up with him but i dont think i can forgive him and i know for a fact that i could never forget it if we stayed together. I dont want to end it but i dont want to look like a push over coz i dont want him to think he can treat me like this.
The think that makes it worse was that only yesterday he got all moody with me coz i said i couldnt trust men and he said he couldnt believe that i didnt trust him.
Ive been crying my eyes out all night with him begging me to forgive him but im really confused about what to do so thought id come here.
I love him and dont want to split up with him but i dont think i can forgive him and i know for a fact that i could never forget it if we stayed together. I dont want to end it but i dont want to look like a push over coz i dont want him to think he can treat me like this.
The think that makes it worse was that only yesterday he got all moody with me coz i said i couldnt trust men and he said he couldnt believe that i didnt trust him.
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I know he should have done it earlier, but the fact that he told you rather than you finding out from someone else should count for something.
You say you can't trust him again, and I can fully understand that, but if you have a little break he might come to realise that what he has with you is so special that he wouldn't do anything to jeopordise that again. Perhaps he already realises that.
I`m not saying that what he did is right, but if he swears it was only a kiss I wouldn`t exactly call that cheating. Stupid yes, cheating no. The question is really whether or not you believe him. If he hasn`t given you reason to think he`s untrustworthy (other than this), he is genuinely sorry and you really do love him then personally I think I would give him the benefit of the doubt. At the same time I would let him know just how pissed off I was, that he better make it up to me, and that it cannot happen again. Also that if I found out later that it was more than a kiss we`d be finished.
now, you may want a little time out, just a week where you can think to yourself. then whatever you think of you can tell him. if i was in the same position as yo i would be upset, but i would ask my girlfriend why she did it. if she said it was a mistake and she never meant to do it then i would forgive her...
you can learn to trust him again, even if you cant forget, but now is the time that your relationship will be tested....
Whatever you decide do it for YOU!
I actually think admitting to cheating after so long is really selfish. If you don't admit it at the time, then doing so six months down the line is just about cleansing your own consciounse (sp?), with no regard for your boyf or girlf and how they'll be affected by the news.
Someone felt above that just a kiss is not cheating. Bollocks.
Thanks for all your help and for being there when i needed it
if he had taken it further than a kiss, wouldn't he either have told you, or kept it quiet. i think he did only kiss them, and he probably felt guilty for all this time, and its you decision, and yours only if you want to dump him.