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mothers day. πŸ˜’πŸ•ŠοΈ

eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 10,627 An Original Mixlorian

i miss my mum so much. especially bc on a day like this where ppl my friends are posting abt their mums etc. saying how much their mums have done for them n im not able to post a positive post abt my mum bc she isnt here.

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i feel like since shes passed away ive done nothing but let her down. i havent achieved anything. i feel like i havent made her proud. it rly hurts that im spending today alone bc i tried forgetting that its mothers day but i just cant shift it out my brain.

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i wish my mum was still here bc she was my everything. she suffered so much in her life. and i wish i could of done more to help her with her addiction. i just hope she is okay up there and somewhat proud of me bc i feel like ive failed as a daughter even though she isnt here anymore.

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i have so much emotions in my head rn. its so overwhelming. i feel so alone and i just hate myself. i still blame myself etc. it just never gets easier for me. it is so much to handle on my own. :(

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i miss you mum.happy mothers day mum. i love you so much. πŸ˜­πŸ•ŠοΈ

ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸

Comments

  • ChloeChloe Posts: 5 Newbie
    edited March 15

    Sending you all my love right now eylah πŸ€πŸ•Š I understand the feeling so soo much and it isnt easy at all! Try to look after yourself today, is there anything that your mum used to do or you used to enjoy doing with her that you could maybe do today to remember although shes not there in person, shes always with you in your heart? 🀍 Sending gentle hugs!

  • eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 10,627 An Original Mixlorian

    we used to love going for walks together. when she physically could. but i don’t feel able to go for a walk rn bc of my anxiety etc.

    just hugging the bear i have her ashes in bc thats my way of being near her. she was the bestest mum ever despite her addiction. πŸ•ŠοΈπŸ˜’

    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • VerityVerity Community Manager Posts: 378 Listening Ear

    This is so powerful @eylah it's so nice that you have something physical to remember your mum by. Just making this post shows how much you care and how she is still in your thoughts, just remebering is enough. We're all here for you to day to listen and support.

  • eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 10,627 An Original Mixlorian

    trying to force myself to go get something for dinner but its proving rly difficult. its difficult living alone bc i have noone to talk to abt how shitty today is making me feel. it isnt easy. and noone around me understands how im feeling or how hard it is. just telling me to get on β€˜with’ it. like it ain’t as easy as that 😒.

    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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