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(Suicidal rant) I don’t wanna keep going on

bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 443 Listening Ear
The only thing that’s stopping me from killing myself is my second interview for an apprenticeship. I don’t want to mess it up and if I manage to get out of my shit hole, I won’t kill myself.

But being constantly reminded that no man will ever love you due to your looks is horrific. I don’t want to keep living a life where that’s a daily reminder. Even my therapist don’t know what to do because there’s plenty of evidence which proves all men find me undesirable, and there’s zero proof proving the opposite

Comments

  • OwenOwen Community Manager Posts: 31 Boards Initiate
    Hey BNG, it sounds like you’re really struggling but it's good that you’ve reached out and being open, that takes a lot of courage.

    You mentioned about your apprenticeship interview, that’s a really positive step and something positive to focus when you're feeling low.

    Can I just check, do you feel safe at the moment? If you ever start feeling like you might act on those thoughts, it’s really important to reach out for crisis support. You can contact Samaritans any time on 116123, or text “THEMIX” to 85258 for free 24/7 support. If ever you feel you are immediate danger, please call 999.
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 443 Listening Ear
    @Owen I am currently safe, but I still feel extremely depressed to the point where I don’t have a lot of energy. I’ll be heading to the gym with my brother tonight, but I really don’t want to. All I want to do is lay in my bed and not interact in the real world.
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