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Why me.

It sucks, why has everything got to be so damn hard. Why does everything have to me twice as hard than it should be.
It's exhausting, it's fustrating. It's painful.
It hurts living like this.
I'm out here giving everything all that I have got and then something just comes and keeps knocking me down. What have I ever done to deserve so much pain and torture.
It's exhausting, it's fustrating. It's painful.
It hurts living like this.
I'm out here giving everything all that I have got and then something just comes and keeps knocking me down. What have I ever done to deserve so much pain and torture.
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@Animalloverb the truth is, you've done nothing wrong to deserve all of this. Nobody deserves all the pain you've gone through at all. especially not somebody with such a kind heart.
There aren't any words that i can offer to ease any of that pain, but remember that we are all here to talk to, whenever you want. I know it's not a lot, but you don't have to struggle through all that pain and suffering alone, by yourself.
I really appreciate it.
Sending you the biggest of hugs @Animalloverb
@Animalloverb it's human to break down. What you've been through and are struggling through is horrific, and whilst it's difficult to break down and cry, it's also important that you let yourself feel what you are feeling. You aren't a robot, you need to be able to express those emotions somehow rather than just stoically bottling things up, which never works well long term.
I wish i could give you some better advice than that mate.