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(Mild suicidal thoughts but no plan) I wish there was a cure for my autism

bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 380 Listening Ear
in Neurodivergence
I don’t care if it’s ableist to say it, I can’t fucking survive in the real world with it. It prevents me from having a fulfilling life. It makes me a laughing stock in the real world, being hypersensitive and not being able to prevent myself from crying, no matter what I do. Me crying gives those who want to hurt me what they want. And I’m unable to form close relationships (both platonic and romantic) and I’m gonna die alone.

The only way to cure all of this is by killing myself
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  • eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 9,267 Supreme Poster
    hi @bignosegirly0 . just wanted to check in with you. when you say only cure is to kill yourself are you safe rn from acting on your thoughts of suicide? if you’re not pls contact these helplines which are open now and can support you. as the mix isn’t a crisis helpline.

    papryus ( hopeline247 ) - txt 88247 or call 0800 068 41 41
    shout - 85258
    samaritans - 116123
    111 option 2 - local mental health support service.
    111 for anything medical that’s concerning you.
    999 in an emergency.

    we care abt you and we want you safe. <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • bignosegirly0bignosegirly0 Posts: 380 Listening Ear
    @eylah im currently safe and have no plans because I don’t want to make my family sad. But I’m still feeling low and wish I was dead
  • eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 9,267 Supreme Poster
    bignosegirly0 wrote: »
    @eylah im currently safe and have no plans because I don’t want to make my family sad. But I’m still feeling low and wish I was dead

    im here and listening. i know things are very unsettling for you rn but we all care abt you here at the mix. you’re loved and cared abt. <3 gd to hear you’re safe if you ever feel like you will act on the thoughts pls reach out as you’re deserving of support and care.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 2,043 Boards Champion
    bignosegirly0 wrote: »
    @eylah im currently safe and have no plans because I don’t want to make my family sad. But I’m still feeling low and wish I was dead

    @bignosegirly0 I just wanted to say, you have a very kind soul to be fighting on just so your family aren't sad. That takes enormous strength as a person and enormous kindness, and like eylah said, we all care about you, and we're all proud of you.

    I didn't have my first friend until i joined the mix 4 months ago, on my 23rd birthday. I know how crushing it can feel, being unable to form friendships and relationships and feeling so alone for years on end, like it will never change, and i thought it wouldn't change either for a long time, and i was wrong. Even if it's just friends to talk to on the mix. As little consolation as this is, friendships can pop up in the most unexpected of ways. Please don't give up hope.
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